updates...

sch started on thursday.
i'm in a class that have many "rolls of honour"
cant believe that on fri i'm in a team where one of them has a GPA of 4.0 for year 1 and year 2.
my class has got many rolls of honour where their cumulative GPA is 3.7
sweat! ~~~

this is a month with many red bombs!
my dad has got four red bombs including my cousin.
n somemore on one of the saturday, he has got 2 bombs.
one in the afternoon n one at night, one in singapore n one in malaysia.
i can say that everyone in my family at least has got a red bomb! :p
cos we all need to buy clothes n blah blah mah...
sweat!~~~

WOW!!! have been a long time that my house haven been so bustling le.
today's topic is on my cousin's wedding...
very NOISY!!! but it was FUN...
has got a great timeat home today.
my cousin's wedding is on the 3rd of OCT.
looking forward to that day...
there haven't been any wedding in the family for so long...

i discover sth!
i discovered that i'm fated with green!
in spf, our uniform is green - dark green.
in RP, our representative color is green - Lime green.
in sushi tei, the logo is green - dark green too.
now the students i thought, their uniforms are green - light green.
SAW THAT!! They are all green!

the kids hav been toking abt next fri is children's day....
haha!!

chalet on 6th, 7th n 8th. :)
hmmm... counting down!!!

today is my brother's birthday!
Happy birthday! :)

i think people ard me hav been asking me...
don't u feel tired?
do u still have leisure time?
why do u take in so many students?
??????

these are the questions that i have been getting for the past 3 months.
thank u, for all ur concerns.
i'm happy with the things i'm doing now.
i still get enough slp, as in i still can get 6 to 8 hrs of slp per day.
n that is enough.
i still go shopping, KTV, movies, dinners, celebrations, watch TV programs, write blogs, check emails, gatherings n etc.
时间是自己安排的。
knowing how to manage time is a matter. most importantly, i think i have met people who are understanding and also their ability of compromisng with me. they are my frens, the students' parents n also my family members.

i often get : " is it inconvenient for u?", " r u fine with it?", "sorry for the inconvience", "thank u for teaching her"
n etc. those are from the parents. n for every lessons they will always say "thank u", "take care"
so u see, they don take me for granted. :)
n most importantly they are not calculative with me. parents always tried their best in compromising with my time.

whenever their parents know that i haven take my lunch, they will immediately prepare something for me to take.
for example, yesterday when the mother knows that i haven had my lunch, afraid that i'm hungry, she went to fried some chicken piece for me.
i'm not trying show off or what.
i'm trying to say that with such good people ard, i shouldn't be complaining or...

i wan to say is that, i'm not mentally tired but physically tired. opps!
haha!! u will feel like this if u are a normal human beings. :)
but after 6 to 8 hrs sleep, that will be fine. :)

well, seriously i don feel tired at all.
i'm really satisfied with how i am now.
the kids' progress let me have a sense of satisfaction.
seeing them building up their confidence make me feel ... !!
ALL ARE WORTH IT!
'sense of satisfaction' is what i looked for. :)
whenever they say: " yah, i remember u telling me this n this, that n that." i would feel very happy because they remembered what i have thought them.

i really felt lucky that i have got this chance.
i din regret that i took up the challenge.
i did regret that i rejected some students. :(

It should be a happy and a fine mon.
me n xin had planned to look for miss ong at spf cos we haven been able to find time to go back.
so on sunday planned with xin how should our trip to sch be like.
both of us were so excited and looking forward to mon.

but on mon morning, unexpected news shocked us.
it does not only shock us but also the sch teachers.
no one would expect such things to happen.
no one would expect to gather around under such circumstances.
no one knows the reason.
the memory of u will always be with us.
afterall u are someone who had argued with me on "先有鸡还是先有蛋?"

things jus happen without ur prediction.
it jus happen like this.
things happened unpredictable.

return home at 1 am this morning.
very tired but couldn't get to slp.
i'm so scare that people i love and cherish will leave me suddenly.
i'm really scared. really. i din sleep at all.

suppose to be a happy day, cos went to celebrate laipeng's birthday.

join them for dinner at a steamboat resturant at bugis.

well... i would still prefer to go to marina for steamboat. =)

but nvm, we still manage to have a fun-time.

there is something i cant tolerate anymore.

when someone voluntarily did something, not because she has nth better to do.

she is just being nice to help out, she is jus being nice to do things on behalf everyone.

i don care what kind of characters u have; be it calculative, self-centered or whatever, jus appreciate what she had done.

i don like people to hav poor attitude in replying things, do bear in mind that she does not owe u anything.

what u people did is only causing her to withdrew in doing things that she had volunteered.

n in return u are losing people ard u one by one

if u doesn't wan to get involved jus say 'no. thank u' or say sth that is polite to reject it.

do not give insulting replies! or not sensible replies!

we are all above 18, minds should be able to work better than the kids.

i can accept jokes but i cant accept rudeness n attitude prob pple.

jus that after reading the msgs, i felt so disappointed in u.

** i'm not going to mention names here. those who read it, think of whether u have been appreciatve to pple ard u. =)

## people continue to volunteer urself to do things, cos there will always be people appreciating e things u have done.

btw! tml is my mummy's birthday. almost forgottten about that!

the kids will be having their chinese oral tml.

no matter how hard is life, we must live it to the fullest! =)

went to patrick's hse for tuition in the afternoon.

he's always such a cheeky but sweet. =)

he has always been brightening up my day.

he took out two long pencils which are blunt.

so i helped him to sharpened it.

he passed me one of the pencils n say: " this is for u to use" " so u don need to use urs"

so sweet of him!

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人只有在失去东西的时候，才懂得东西的珍贵

这就是人性吧！

我也不例外。。。

失去了，才来开始怪着怪那

往往都不去想到低哪里做错了

甚至有时候会失去理智地做出一些傻事。

天就是爱作弄人，

就在你失去一些东西的时候，你却发现一些让你感激的事

为什么就不能同时拥有全部呢？

或许这就是人生吧！

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during the last week of econs, my fac, karen post this RJ question to us. this is the first time i truely answered this question.

If you could live life again, what would you change about it?

If I could live life again, I would like to change nothing about it. I like the way the things happened in the past and now. No matter how things happened in the past, I would still feel that it is good and glad that I have experienced them, from the happenings I have managed to learn the lessons that people might not have the chance to experience it. I like the family that I’m born in though my family is not rich, they could not give me everything that I wanted but I have learnt how to work towards it and achieve them myself. However, my family loves me and cares for me when I compared it with people around me, I felt that I’m still lucky to have a very good family. I love the friends that I hang out with; they care for me, stand up for me; they were by my side whenever I needed them. Thus I won’t change anything in my life, because I’m afraid the results of the changing might cause me to lose things which I’m contented and grateful with thus I don’t want to lose or change them at all.

that was i truely felt.

i LOVE my daddy n mummy!

i LOVE my brother n sister

i LOVE the girls!

i LOVE 5B!

i LOVE my lovely students!

i LOVE my lunch khakis!

i LOVE RP!

i LOVE springfield!

i LOVE the life i'm having it now!

now! pple who come into my blog n saw this post, tag me with lots of LOVE okay?

good night =) sleep tight.

'last login : 24 hours'
it made me felt quite terrible.

what's wrong with me???
i don know either.

i couldn't help but think alot.
hav no idea why i have been thinking abt the past.
i know i shouldn't have.
but...

5B are going to plan for another chalet.
this time round i don think there will be smses to keep me awake, to keep me accompanied in the balcony le bah?
anyway, with them i'll nv be left alone. right?
i know there will always hav 2 person by my side. =)

okay. now counting down to the start of new semester.
hope i can be in the same class with some 38 pple. =)
counting down to days that i will be very buzzz.
21st sept shall be the day.

if nth goes wrong.
13, 14 n 15 of oct shall be 2nd chalet of 5B for the year.

i would really like to know how's everything has been for u

not becos i still hav sth for u

but i do wan to care for u as a fren

02/09/06

a day that i shall nv forget -- trip to e ZOO!!

it started off with a breakfast at 10.30am in the Mac

the off we set off to the zoo at 11.30am

again with my 5B, no matter what the situations are, we will always be laughing out LOUD!

what to do? we will always be able to find things to entertain ourselves.

so the almost 1 hr plus trip became quite a short one. =)

finally we reached the zoo at 1 plus. so this where our phototaking starts. :)

we took quite alot of photos. :)

In the train setting off to ang mo kio

Photos taken in the zoo!

an idea given by weikwan!

yah! he's always the one with silly and lame ideas.

pray n pray, hope n hope that it's not going to rain.

in the end it's still rained. but it rained at 3 plus. so its still okay.

cos we were planning to watch the animal show at 3.30pm

but is cancelled due to the rain.

so we sat on the tram, going stop by stop.

it was quite fun to sit in the tram when it rains.

instead of sitting in the tram round n round.

pple decided to have a meal in KFC.

we end the zoo trip with the last stop at the white tigers.

here we are on the tram.

giffra

white tiger

instead of heading back home, we went to yiling's hse to see the baby.

yup. end the day with the trip to yiling's hse.

watched the dvd that was taken during her wedding.