CONGRATULATIONS!!!

yeah. my queen lady gave birth to a baby boy this morning. went
with huixin n meow to the hospital to visit her n also look at the cute baby. =)
the baby is so cute. i like his chinese name 'zhi jie'. the baby is so cute
especially when he played with his mouth n saliva. so KE AI!!

congratulations to her on the arrival of her healthy baby boy.

hope tt she will feel more xing fu on the arrival of him.

a very beautiful life is here for her.

hope tt she will cherish it.

okay. my FYP members. 3 more days to our freedom. =)

wan to tok abt sth which happen recently which has got a great impact in my way of thinking things...

no matter what the problem is...

there will always be an ending.

n i believe that every ending is a good one.

at least it is a good one that suits e prob.

so what will be e ending to e prob i'm hav been troubled for e past few months.

i believe it will be a good one bah.

=)

okay enough. time to get back to FYP. 3 more days, counting down...

Joke of the day.

that was the joke of the day which helps to brighten up my day n also wake me up.

Funny?? My fac told us nv to give those ans in the UTs or else she will strangle us. =)

chat with huixin on msn in sch. she told me tt our queen lady is going to give birth next thurs.

wah!! so fast!! time flies really past.

this time round i really sat down n think of the past 7 months.

think about what had happened.

my really really happy days, my sad and down days, my frustrated and angry days, my don know how to describe days.

the first month of 2006 got news of my queen lady going to get married, want us to be her sisiter and from there we 3 girls go buzzing ard for her wedding, hanging out with her brothers and her husband and also at her house.

followed by the re-appearance of somebody which make my days go crazy, making my daily lives going out of beat but very happy

den come chinese new year where i hang ard with my realtives and also my queen lady's brothers and family

den somebody's leaving for a place and after that many many many things that goes happening den my 5B chalet; during that time should say that those were my most happiest days among all

den followed by moving to new campus @ woodlands

followed by this n that n all the little and big things which make a change in my life

n to now where i took up tuition

n most importantly; next thurs my queen lady is going to give birth!!

time really pass on jus like this, with us feeling bored and hard to endure sometimes.

really felt happy n looking forward to the day though we 3 girls were sort of __________ with her and _____________ with her. xue yin n hui xin agree?? =)

i dont know y...

u keep getting into my mind for the past few days...

DAMN F*** UP NOW!!

i sacrifice one of my daily grade n one lesson to stay home to do work.
now, wan me to do nth??
WHAT THE .... !!!


how can pple take things so lightly??

promised and agreed to have it done but in the end gave me excuses which i think is not an excuse at all!
pls lah, be clear of what is the situation now, can anot?
don't make vagularities come out of my mouth.
damn pissed off now!
why must it always u be the one to spoil things.

did not mean to hurt anyone.
jus wan to vent out my anger nia. =)

met 5Bs for supper after FYP with ping @ 85 on fri night.
been a long time that haven been having supper with them @85 le. =)
jus felt so great that i can hav their company. =)

okay. looking forward to the ZOO...
looking forward to day that i can go shopping.
when? after FYP.

btw the dos and donts will be implemented for two months.
yah, u all should know the reason behind the list. =)

right now...

going to do FYP le. again. yesh.

On thursday got my sis to help me get the book written by lingzhi and zheng rong.
hmmm.... the book is quite meaningful.
this is one of the topic written by them.

时间

我还需要一点点时间
虽然表面上
我好像已经将你遗忘

想起曾拥有过的
我的嘴角还是会泛起微笑

面对已经失去的
我的灵魂还是会四处游荡

我不需要安抚
只需要多一点点时间

让心腾出一个角落
好让我将对你的卷恋埋葬

on wed listened to the 音乐日记 by lingzhi...
什么是幸福？
我算幸福吗？
要怎样才能得到幸福？

我想说的是 我觉得我已经很幸福了。
我有一个很关心我的家人，爱我，爱护，疼爱我的家人
在乎我的朋友们，关心我，疼爱我的我的朋友们
有一份一直以来很想要做的工作
每一天都过得很充实
很满意现在所过得生活
所以我是幸福的。 ：）

but now i'm really really really very very tired.
got to wake up in 6 hrs time or perhaps 5 hrs time.
hope no more night mares anymore.
ZzZZzzZZzzzZZzz....

good morning pple. :)

out of a sudden, would really like to know how hav u been...

七月十八日
Happy Birthday Patrick!!

it's Patrick's birthday today. this is the conversations that i had with him last sat.

Patrick: I will be celebrating my birthday in singapore
Me: Oh Okay.
Patrick: Can i invite u?
Patrick: Mum, can i invite teacher?
Patrick's mum: what do u wan to cook?
Patrick: I dont know how to cook.
Patrick's mum: what do you wan to treat people?

=) so sweet, cute and nice of him. rite pple?? he's one of my favourite students. =)

have accounting module today.
its the first time have got simple problem statement for problem statement.
things were almost done by 10.30am.
haiz...
slack all the way till 2.00pm.

is a lucky day for michelle.
misplace her phone.
thought that she wont be able to get back becos her phone was off.
but who knows, it was picked up by the canteen auntie and was pass it to her manager
whose office has got no reception that's why we cant get through the phone when trying to call.
the whole class said must go n buy lottery. :) someone suggested to get 20cent from everyone.
if win go for a big feast. =)

七月十八日
Happy Birthday Patrick!!

it's Patrick's birthday today. this is the conversations that i had with him last sat.

Patrick: I will be celebrating my birthday in singapore
Me: Oh Okay.
Patrick: Can i invite u?
Patrick: Mum, can i invite teacher?
Patrick's mum: what do u wan to cook?
Patrick: I dont know how to cook.
Patrick's mum: what do you wan to treat people?

=) so sweet, cute and nice of him. rite pple?? he's one of my favourite students. =)

have accounting module today.
its the first time have got simple problem statement for problem statement.
things were almost done by 10.30am.
haiz...
slack all the way till 2.00pm.

is a lucky day for michelle.
misplace her phone.
thought that she wont be able to get back becos her phone was off.
but who knows, it was picked up by the canteen auntie and was pass it to her manager
whose office has got no reception that's why we cant get through the phone when trying to call.
the whole class said must go n buy lottery. :) someone suggested to get 20cent from everyone.
if win go for a big feast. =)

SUNDAY

suppose to give 3 tuitions and attend jeffrey's birthday bbq.

BUT...

felt breathless and uncomfortable in the morning when i woke up.

so cancelled all the tuitions and told jeff that not going to his bbq le.

to stay at home to rest.

listen to my ma ma. =)

she has been wanting me to rest at home for the past few days.

but din listen to her.

haiz...

it was a long wait at the clinic.

while waiting for my turn smsed all the parents to inform them about cancelling the tuition.

and also smsed alvin, xin and jeff about not joining them to bbq.

supposed to be resting well at home

BUT...

was disturbed by my sis.

kept opening the bedroom door, in n out of the room.

dotz!!

i was woken up by her for almost every 15 mins.

my mum say i looked very.... don know how to describe.

=)

all i could say is that the med make me feel soo weak and sick.

now in sch le. very weak and breathless and also very sick...

read several posts at serveral blogs today.

don know why things jus change without any reason for people to think back.

well, nvm. jus don wan to think so much.

but i would like to say sth; why do people do not think of what is wrong with them ownself putting blame on to the others?

i'm finally sick now. with blockin and running nose and also coughing. but i'm hanging on there. =)

going to meet the 5Bs tml for movie at night. yes! think we hav been meeting too much but i like it and happy abt it because now are the boys who are planning. =) xin n my job has passed on to alvin. =) hope there's no more "xiaohan lah"
normally are we girls who are meeting, now we hav the guys joining us for almost every outing.
girls, lets look for one day that does not have guys. =) i wan to go shopping !!!

my 38 team tml wans to finish our work early tml, so that we can go shop ebase at causeway point because ebase is having 50% off. YES!! i wan to buy the pants that i saw the other time with ping.

u will lost something when u gain something.

yes, recently i have gained alot of things, and i have lost something too.

my phone was spoilt, not able to switch and was sent for servicing.
i might lost the data in there.
yes! something which i have not be able to bring myself up to delete it.
it has always been the only visible memories left for me; now perhaps it is just fated bah.
it has become invisible memories, really got to put them right at the bottom of my memory box.

perhaps it is time for me and my phone to start a brand new life, new brain with new memory those past will be kept in the memory box and hoping tt i wont and nv go n touch them again.


yes later going to HV sst!! one of my happy memories are from there.

u will lost something when u gain something??

how true is this sentence??

i don know myself too...

:-)

let me talk abt my tuition yesterday.

hmmm... yesterday was a P4 girl.

she's quite sweet, she actually called me to check where am i and taught me how to get to her house but after much talking i still don know how to get there.

so i told her when i call her again when i reach tanah merah station.

so when i called her when i reach the station, she answered and talk alot of things which i don understand so she suggested to fetch at the MRT station. so nice of her. =) (not that i din tried to figure out how to walk there because there were too many condo and i din manage to see all the names of the condo) her parents were nice too. her mum asked me if i know how to walk back when i ended the lesson with her daugther. =)

today's P1 girl was very active and talkative.

i felt tired after teaching her.

she has got alot of things on her mind.

but then it was fun :)

her parents were nice too...

time really flies. my dear queen lady is going to give birth SOON... ~~~~~

so tired now. i would like to sleep. -_-

LOOKING FORWARD TO DINNER @ HV SST THIS SATURDAY

that feeling is getting stronger n stronger...

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the dreams that i have been having recently, what does it indicate??
it looks so real and unreal to me.

i don know how to be strong.

but i will still go on... n learn to be strong.