this is my schedule for my students, which is going to start this coming monday.

Mon:- 6.30pm - 8pm
Tue:- 7.00pm - 8.30pm
Wed:- 3.00 pm - 4.30pm
- 5pm - 6.30pm
- 7pm - 8.30pm
Thurs:- 7pm - 8.30pm
Fri:- 6.30 - 8.00pm
Sat:- 10am - 11.30 am
- 3pm - 4.30 pm
- 5pm - 6.30pm
Sun:- 10am - 11.30am
- 3pm - 4.30pm
though it looks a little scary but don worry.
i must say that i will and going to enjoy it and i'm looking forward to it.
why?
u all should know why. =)

i once told u

ur life is meaningful, fulfilling and happening; i wish tt i could be like u

in return u told me

to trust u tt it is good to be simple for a student.

Now

i wish to tell u tt, i like e life tt is going to begin soon.

things had been happening ard me.

there's something tt strike my mind.

do fate really bring all of us together?

the things i do, the people i met, the people i talked to, the people i like or dislike, every little things are the results of fate?

to me i feel that fate do bring all of us together.

but to be able to be together for how long will be in our own hands and will.

it willl depend on how we look at, how we handle it.

it will depends on our personality and traits, attitudes, attributes, characteristic and many many things that made one individual up.

**i don know what i'm toking. it jus suddenly strike my mind =) so its okay if cant understand

i have always believe in this phrases:

" treat people the way u wanted to be treated"

"always stand in their shoes before taking an action that will affect them"

whenever i do things i would be delighted if i'm able to hav a sense of satisfaction.

where and when to get the sense of satisfaction?

are from people ard me and the things i have do.

thus i always thought that follow this two phrases will make people ard me to feel happy and myself to feel the sense of satisfaction.

but i nv thought that following these two phrases could be wrong.

recently i was reprimanded by people.

they say i'm stupid, i'm silly, i'm a fool.

they said i might be standing in the shoes of this grp of pple but hav i ever thought of the other group of people?

i was quite demoralised by that. i was pretty sad to hear that.

have got to write 5 weeks of weekly reports. owed the supervisor the 5 weeks of weekly reports, draft for project report. amendments to the report is not done also. DOTZ.

think i should better stop typing for my blog before i have to forsake my sleeps.

meeting ping for mac breakfast cum FYP tml morning. -_-

FRIDAY

Consumer psychology.

I love the team I am in for this module.

Haha!! the ladies in my team are pretty 38. :) haha!!

other than 38, they are very nice too.

They are fun to work with, I get to learn a lot from them too.

I think this is the only team that I’m really comfortable to work with bah. ")

Think I rely too much on hand phone.

After sch, went to meet huixin and the guys at orchard to get Alvin present.

On the way to orchard, chatting to huixin on the phone in the train n suddenly my phone went flat. Yes! Totally flat!

But luckily the lady beside me was kind enough to lend me her phone for a while.

I called xueyin immediately. I can only remember hers. Haha! asked xueyin to convey msg to huixin. :)

Now I’m going to try to remember some of the important nos. hahaha!!

During the shopping trip, I know I'm very clumsy and blur.

I kept going towards the wrong direction of the escalator.

Suppose to be going up, I walked to the escalator that was going down.

All these gave the boys the chance of teasing me. Thanks ar! :)

I'm always the one who is bright and quick but today's dinner… I do not know why I'm a bit or perhaps a lot … I think even more … than meow.

Haha! maybe becos of that weird feeling bah.

I hav been having this weird feeling for this few days.

A feeling that I am not able to describe.

Jus feel that something is going to happen but don know what it is.

Really I really don know what is it.

I really hope that its not going to be connected with u.

I am really scare that its connected with u. I really don't want. -_-"

TIME IS NOT ENOUGH.

after 2 weeks for helping out at e chinese enrichment classes.
e students would like to cont e chinese lessons.
3 of them had confirmed with me to continue e lessons.
i'll start teaching next week. yes. has gt problem with my schedules. n i believe there r more comin in. i would wan to take all of them. haha! but i don think i can make it.
frens thought tt i'm in need of money. haha!! tt's not true.
jus felt tt these foreign students are quite hardworking though they might be restless at certain time. also felt tt they need alot of help in catching up with their classmates.

being with them for the past two weeks, i had enjoy teaching them. esp e students frm 1st class. they are fun and bright. i love them alot. =)

yes!! i will jia you. n help them to pass their chinese in the coming exams. =)
"xiao zhang zao an!!" not "siao zhang zao an" :S

we bought the right thing for huxin!

really! we are all very scared that that wasn't the bag she wants.

xueyin and meow were going to change their mind when they saw another brown color bag which i felt it was pretty ugly. but luckily we did not change our mind, otherwise we are going to regret. :)

from a 4 girls dinner to 8 pple dinner. ok! it was fun and crowded.
but the swensens's servers were really dotz. the waitress can take order without having eye-contact keep looking at paper. so i was like staring at the waitress waiting for a cue to give order. i was thinking if there were customers on the head of the supervisors and managers, they nv looked down ok. the cashier was another one. haiz. was glad that it din dampen our celebration mood.

sch starting on mon. again.

the rushing days are coming.

UT are comin.

date due for FYP is getting closer. HELP!! ~~~

for these two weeks:- the days are really fulfilling and well spent.
other than getting enough sleep everyday. i get to do many things.
- went shoppping
- watched 3 movies
- dinner with girls and 5B also
- taught in chinese enrichment classes. had alot fun with the students. wish that some of those whom i like will continue the lessons with me.
- FYP mtgs

saw the grade for accounting UT jus now. I got C+. wooo~~ so heng.
but got to work harder cos i already got a D+ for the first one.

两个月就这么过了。。。
这两个月来。。。
每当你不知不觉地走进我脑海里，我都会觉得酸与痛。
很努力的 让自己不去幻想， 不让你走进我脑海里。
慢慢的把对你的期待变成灰。
慢慢的把你和我的回忆放进回忆相里的最底层。
我们是否：-
两个对的人在错的时间遇见？我们错过对的时间了吗？

"GOAL GOAL GOAL GOAL GOAL ..."

for the past one week, this is what i have been hearing in my house and the neighbourhood... my bro n my dad had been watching every soccer match every night. 9pm, 12 am, 3 am. O gosh!! n I don get to watch Tv programs!! ;(
luckily there aren't many nice shows going on TV now. :p

counting down to the starts of sch.

looking forward to fri also. its a BIG day. =)

this is the ans to the personality test on knowing why no one is after u.

this is my result.

你太过于保护自己，

你因为考量到太多现实的一些情况，

所以你太理智了，

觉得不快乐就拒绝对方，

这样的态度会让人不敢靠近你。

还有一个重点你要把对旧情人的爱完全放掉才能够重新的恋情。

sounds quite true for now.

Watch the omen on fri night with 5B.
At first thought tt it's going to be sth similar to "the nun" that we had watched on wed.
huixin and Alvin tease me on "jumping" action when the ghost comes out so they purposely sat together so tt they can laugh and tease me and xue yin.
In the end the show is quite boring; if not for some unpredictable scene that scare me I would have fallen asleep on certain peaceful scene. :) Some unpredictable and scary scene frightened them too… haha!!
the witchy nanny is really ~~~

huixin is right, a gathering doesn't need to hav many many people to take part.
All we need are people who are true though it's very few.
It's contenting already.
LET'S LOOK FORWARD TO THE BBQ BAH!!! :)

there's no need to hav tt special person to be by ur side

there's no need to be unhappy jus becos he left u

u still hav people who loved u more than he did by ur side.

before meeting the people at tamp, me n huixin went SHOPPING. Yea!!

My mum was so adorable, I called her when I was on my way to meet huixin, she asked "go shopping got money meh?" then I ask "then I can claim from u huh?"

Then u all know wat she say?? "yah lar" haha!! then I asked 3 times, "then I claim from u hor?" she "ok", "huh lah", "ok"

I love her man!! :)

But in the end I did not claim from her cos I jus bought a top. :)

I shall claim for other things. :)

A week left before school lessons starts again.

Nightmare is starting again. :(

But then miss the gossiping n complaining session with u people. :)

People, make full use of the time to sleep, rest and play.

Woman in love normally wants to feel
secure and stable,

but if you fall in love with this guy be prepared to be alone.
He will come to see you when he feels like it.

He won't even know how he spent his day's everyday,
so adjust yourself if you love him.

It's true...
Think I'm not able to adjust so I gave up.

No replies?
It's a silent consent.

"早安, 老师。"
"老师, 再见。"
Sooo nice to hear that from the students…
The students go "teacher" "teacher" "老师" "老师"
In the beginning I felt a little pai seh but it is STILL so sweet. :)

Went to help my auntie to teach the foreign students mother tongue for the past few days.
They are all almost P1 students.
They are fun, cute, cheeky and quick!!
And I think they learn the language pretty fast.
At first thought that it's going to be a hard time for me and them.
Becos it’s going to be … haha!! U all should know!!

O yah there's a Korean boy who knows neither English nor mandarin.
That's really putting a chicken and duck together and forcing them to communicate.
Haha!! but he seems to be catching up pretty well.
Is trying to communicate and play with his classmates.
When I first saw him, felt helpless because don know how to communicate with him.
I feel that he's an active boy and has got a lot to say but maybe becos of the communication difficulties he was very quiet and kept to himself.
I thought that he would be suffering in this sch, cos it seems like the school is putting a lot of pressure on him, the sch wants to be able to conduct basic conversation with his mates and teachers by the end of sch holidays. But what the sch did was right, otherwise he would hav a hard time catching up in sch.
But today I saw him smile, playing and fooling ard with his classmates during lesson and he's also starting to understand and slowly catching up with the others.

Went to watch THE NUN on wed night.
Actually suppose to watch on fri's night but met the guys coincidentally at tamp mall when me, huixin and xueyin were having dinner at the new "HK café" at the tamp mall so decided to watch it since the attendance is full. Haha!!

Before meeting huixin at orchard, watch the Winnie and pooh frens at causeway point with ping.
Tigger and eyeore looks OK on the outfit.
BUT PIGLEＴand POOH BEAR outfit looks really dotz
anyway I still love piglet. :)

Treat pple the way u wanted to be treated.
You can don't show me any respect
BUT
If u show disrespect to pple ard me especially to my parents, I will not respect u at all.
E fact is I'll treat u the way u treated them.
SO
don blame me for being ill-mannered or hard-hearted.

I don't understand why u keep asking me to visit her in hospital.
There's a big contrast in the attitude, the way they treat u n her lor.

Similarities:
- surgery
- hospital
- people ard u

Differences:
- treatment
- care
- concern
- daughter and daughter –in law

Calls have been coming in to ask about her
BUT
when u are having the surgery, I don't remember hearing any phone calls or EVEN concerns frm them.
People's attitude to u was like "u brought it upon urself " but to her was "so kelian"
ONLY
ur blood related pple show great concern to u.
The eldest of the family EVEN show u attitude when u show concern for her.

WAT THE!!!
And HEY pretender, don show me attitude over the phone when I answered u well-mannerly ok?!
stop pretending and being a 马屁精！

Wan me to go n visit her after my sch and my accounting UT today? 等久久。
U can easily compare de, when jie jie was in hospital for six months before she gave up n leave us; I will visit her no matter how tire, how busy or stress I am and will even sacrifice outings with frens; because she shows great attitude and respect to pple ard me.
But for her? 哈哈！！I would rather stay at home to do spring cleaning or pretend I’m busy!

Today's accounting UT really dotz sia.
Think I'm going to fail again.
OMG.
After finishing the excel sheet, my mind goes blank for the next 2 qns. N thanks huh, I'm left with 15 mins with the 2 qns.
I stared and dazed at the 2 qns before forcing myself to read and understand what the qns wan.
The worst is, my accounting fac said we can certainly finished the UT in 30 mins. Thanks huh!

Actually wan to meet xin and yin for dinner, but after the UT my mind is totally stuck don know how to structure and plan e time for e dinner.

Michelle says: xiaohan's nice temper is gone…
Was a little sad when I heard this but was glad that she discovered and told me abt it.
Well, I think and feel that way too.
Ever since things happened one after another and also after some thing happened, I have been having quick tempers.
I'll get upset or fared-up over small things at home and sometimes outside which I think I wouldn't have done it in the past.
I think the people in my house suffered a lot too, especially my mum n my sis bah, I often gave them glum, annoyed, charcoal face and annoyed answers but they have been showing great tolerance. :)
I'm going to find my good tolerance, my nice temper and my smiles back.
+ breath deeply +

+ breath deeply +
U r the one who add on to my smiles and u r also the one who took away my smiles
trying hard…
Walking out and leaving dreams tt hav u
I’m going to find myself back…
+ breath deeply +