SUNDAY

suppose to give 3 tuitions and attend jeffrey's birthday bbq.

BUT...

felt breathless and uncomfortable in the morning when i woke up.

so cancelled all the tuitions and told jeff that not going to his bbq le.

to stay at home to rest.

listen to my ma ma. =)

she has been wanting me to rest at home for the past few days.

but din listen to her.

haiz...

it was a long wait at the clinic.

while waiting for my turn smsed all the parents to inform them about cancelling the tuition.

and also smsed alvin, xin and jeff about not joining them to bbq.

supposed to be resting well at home

BUT...

was disturbed by my sis.

kept opening the bedroom door, in n out of the room.

dotz!!

i was woken up by her for almost every 15 mins.

my mum say i looked very.... don know how to describe.

=)

all i could say is that the med make me feel soo weak and sick.

now in sch le. very weak and breathless and also very sick...

read several posts at serveral blogs today.

don know why things jus change without any reason for people to think back.

well, nvm. jus don wan to think so much.

but i would like to say sth; why do people do not think of what is wrong with them ownself putting blame on to the others?

i'm finally sick now. with blockin and running nose and also coughing. but i'm hanging on there. =)

going to meet the 5Bs tml for movie at night. yes! think we hav been meeting too much but i like it and happy abt it because now are the boys who are planning. =) xin n my job has passed on to alvin. =) hope there's no more "xiaohan lah"
normally are we girls who are meeting, now we hav the guys joining us for almost every outing.
girls, lets look for one day that does not have guys. =) i wan to go shopping !!!

my 38 team tml wans to finish our work early tml, so that we can go shop ebase at causeway point because ebase is having 50% off. YES!! i wan to buy the pants that i saw the other time with ping.

u will lost something when u gain something.

yes, recently i have gained alot of things, and i have lost something too.

my phone was spoilt, not able to switch and was sent for servicing.
i might lost the data in there.
yes! something which i have not be able to bring myself up to delete it.
it has always been the only visible memories left for me; now perhaps it is just fated bah.
it has become invisible memories, really got to put them right at the bottom of my memory box.

perhaps it is time for me and my phone to start a brand new life, new brain with new memory those past will be kept in the memory box and hoping tt i wont and nv go n touch them again.


yes later going to HV sst!! one of my happy memories are from there.

u will lost something when u gain something??

how true is this sentence??

i don know myself too...

:-)

let me talk abt my tuition yesterday.

hmmm... yesterday was a P4 girl.

she's quite sweet, she actually called me to check where am i and taught me how to get to her house but after much talking i still don know how to get there.

so i told her when i call her again when i reach tanah merah station.

so when i called her when i reach the station, she answered and talk alot of things which i don understand so she suggested to fetch at the MRT station. so nice of her. =) (not that i din tried to figure out how to walk there because there were too many condo and i din manage to see all the names of the condo) her parents were nice too. her mum asked me if i know how to walk back when i ended the lesson with her daugther. =)

today's P1 girl was very active and talkative.

i felt tired after teaching her.

she has got alot of things on her mind.

but then it was fun :)

her parents were nice too...

time really flies. my dear queen lady is going to give birth SOON... ~~~~~

so tired now. i would like to sleep. -_-

LOOKING FORWARD TO DINNER @ HV SST THIS SATURDAY

that feeling is getting stronger n stronger...

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the dreams that i have been having recently, what does it indicate??
it looks so real and unreal to me.

i don know how to be strong.

but i will still go on... n learn to be strong.