hee hee... at last!! hav change a new look for my blog, done by me lei!! hehe... but its not done yet lah... the tag board is abit dotz... (as u all can see; pls bear with it first, while i go n get help, ok?)
say bye bye to my piglet and say hello to my tatty teddy... haha!!
15 April, 2006
14 April, 2006
opps!! pls
was using my laptop, den suddenly it gives me blue screen!!
i will make sure that u r not overloaded, i will make sure no one bangs into u, i will make sure u r clean, ok? :)
OMG!! i know u r old liao, but pls don leave me till i graduate from rp, ok? haha... because if u die before i graduate from rp, i will be gone too... all my datas, my school work, my everything and everything will be gone... for the time being i will be really good to u ok?? i cant take another blow le. i don wan to send u to emergency room again. but i will send u for check-up after first week of school.
i will make sure that u r not overloaded, i will make sure no one bangs into u, i will make sure u r clean, ok? :)
since wed, i hav been feeling very messy. my mind was totally blank since that day. i jus don know why things kept happening, one after another. don know what had happen to my surroundings. perhaps those are the tests that i hav to go thru bah. last week i really wish that u will be able to be by my side to give me support as i feel really helpless at that point of time.
for the past two weeks, i would keep checking my phone, stare at the phone hoping the phone would ring. if it rings, i would pray that my wish would come true but it nv come true... i dont know how to describe those feelings. i hope i'm not making a big fuss of it.
to all my poly frens,
after so many things that hav happen, i'm coping with it finely. dun worry abt me,i wont break down easily because i know things will be back as normal. thank u for all the care and concern. dun worry abt me, i'm really fine. see u all in sch on mon. no matter how far or how near our classes are, must hav lunch together k?? :)
dun worry, i did not misunderstand the things that u are trying to do for me. i'm really grateful that u all are there for me all the time. really thank u. dun worry, i'll be fine.
for the past two weeks, i would keep checking my phone, stare at the phone hoping the phone would ring. if it rings, i would pray that my wish would come true but it nv come true... i dont know how to describe those feelings. i hope i'm not making a big fuss of it.
to all my poly frens,
after so many things that hav happen, i'm coping with it finely. dun worry abt me,i wont break down easily because i know things will be back as normal. thank u for all the care and concern. dun worry abt me, i'm really fine. see u all in sch on mon. no matter how far or how near our classes are, must hav lunch together k?? :)
to my two girls,
dun worry, i did not misunderstand the things that u are trying to do for me. i'm really grateful that u all are there for me all the time. really thank u. dun worry, i'll be fine.
10 April, 2006
08 April, 2006
matters are getting frm bad to worse. i don know why u wan to go ard and complain, say things till as if we wan it like that. my sis is now taking the blame. poor girl. she is now crying in front of me and i don know how to help. u think having things lost is what we wan meh?? u think cause u and ur husband to beat up ur kid is what we wan meh?? u think causing u two to quarrel is wat we wan meh??
as a mother, as an adult do u know that what u hav been doing is so childish?? and u dun worth me respecting. only that u did not try to help, u r making things worse. we only ask u to confirm, to check. we r not asking u to make ur son confess. and one more thing is WE ARE NOT SUSPECTING HIM!!! we had told u we are suspecting it to be theft too. we only wan to make sure and confirm before making a report and its an accurate one. u called my dad before we went into the police station. i heard my dad telling u everything. my dad had told u what we meant, hoping u will understand. but why in the end u make it as if we cause it??
becos of the things that we hav lost, becos of the privacy that has been invaded; our feelings i'm sure u know it. but why do u still wan to do those things to hurt us?? hav u ever thought of the words and actions u had had cause the way pple looked at us?? if its really misscommunication, i hav got nth to say. but to me, i don think is misscommunication and i don know why do u hav to do that. i know my sis don know how to say things out properly and in a correct manner, u should hav asked to speak to an adult or u should let it go as she is still young, u know her, u know what kind of person she is since u see her grow over the years.
i know that u r the youngest of all aunties and uncles, i hav seen them giving in to u, trying their best to help when u met with problems but why don u do the same to the young ones?
i felt disappointed, really disappointed.
in the past, i will always looking forward to sundays. i will always make sure that i get to stay at home to see all the aunties, uncles and cousins. i hav always like the liveliness, the noise,the fun and the feelings when they are ard. but now i drag to see that. because i know that after the whole incident, pple are going to look at us differently. the eyes, the feelings that comes from pple are going to be dotz. to vone:
thanks for ur understanding. thanks for the concern.
Thanks for all the support from all my dear friends, without u all, i would not know what will happen to me.
as a mother, as an adult do u know that what u hav been doing is so childish?? and u dun worth me respecting. only that u did not try to help, u r making things worse. we only ask u to confirm, to check. we r not asking u to make ur son confess. and one more thing is WE ARE NOT SUSPECTING HIM!!! we had told u we are suspecting it to be theft too. we only wan to make sure and confirm before making a report and its an accurate one. u called my dad before we went into the police station. i heard my dad telling u everything. my dad had told u what we meant, hoping u will understand. but why in the end u make it as if we cause it??
becos of the things that we hav lost, becos of the privacy that has been invaded; our feelings i'm sure u know it. but why do u still wan to do those things to hurt us?? hav u ever thought of the words and actions u had had cause the way pple looked at us?? if its really misscommunication, i hav got nth to say. but to me, i don think is misscommunication and i don know why do u hav to do that. i know my sis don know how to say things out properly and in a correct manner, u should hav asked to speak to an adult or u should let it go as she is still young, u know her, u know what kind of person she is since u see her grow over the years.
i know that u r the youngest of all aunties and uncles, i hav seen them giving in to u, trying their best to help when u met with problems but why don u do the same to the young ones?
i felt disappointed, really disappointed.
in the past, i will always looking forward to sundays. i will always make sure that i get to stay at home to see all the aunties, uncles and cousins. i hav always like the liveliness, the noise,the fun and the feelings when they are ard. but now i drag to see that. because i know that after the whole incident, pple are going to look at us differently. the eyes, the feelings that comes from pple are going to be dotz. to vone:
thanks for ur understanding. thanks for the concern.
Thanks for all the support from all my dear friends, without u all, i would not know what will happen to me.
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