haiz... jus cant get to sleep, jus cant put myself to sleep... very tire but still cant go to sleep... pple say i'm too stree but i don feel so... donno why...
thought that if din sleep well at night den maybe can catch up in the day... but that din work too... the most will be sleeping for half an hour only lor... den wake up liao, cant get back to it liao... haiz...!!!
think i'm going to be a big panda soon, if this continue... wish that i can hav a bottle of sleeping pill, but if i hav that bottle of sleeping pill, i think i wont eat it bah... haha... stupid rite?? Jus don wish to rely on med to put me to sleep... den ailing say maybe i should go n get some zheng ding ji... wo liao... need that for wat?? I'm mentality well lor... hahaha!!
i think in the previous post i wrote that hoping this week will be a better one for me, but... i dont think so... haha... problems surfacing liao - sleep no enough, eyes are going to give me trouble soon, got stuck on pp poster, brain are going to burst soon ( i think so... hahha!!)
that'z all for today... (jus ended lesson)
20 February, 2006
18 February, 2006
update...
its quite a long week especially on tues (valentines day), all are restless perhaps we r finishing the semester soon... but still, many things had happen... so its time to update le... :p
many unlucky things happen to me in this week, first was my wisdom tooth, make me suffer alot. ( partly becos of my stubborness bah, cos din wan to take painkillers and din wan to see dentist... haha, but now i'm feeling better without the help of the painkillers and dentist, i'hv made my way thru!!!) Other than that i also hurt my thumb and toes with sissors while cutting the nails... haiz like that also can get hurt... hope that next week will be a better week for me... other than that, i felt that i'm getting more n more forgetful... jus don know why, i hav walk in and out of the room so many time to get a thing done... (OMG wat happen to me!!)
jus xin called and we chatted on the phone for more than an hr, chatted on our upcoming bbq, chatted abt things in the past and recently... to think that we actually had quite a no. of bbq and a few chalets... to think that the boys had turn into men liao... bcoming more and more gentleman and more reasonable liao... (oops... not that they r not in the past!!) haha!! hope that we can cont to do so, so as to bond us together...
going to year three in 2 months time, start counting down liao...feel so scare... the sch also start counting down on the days that we will be moving to woodlands campus... will moving to woodlands campus be a new start for us though it will a new start for the school... but how abt us? r we able to get use to the new and big campus or perhaps construction site (haha, dono!!) ?? that was not the main reason for being scare, the things that i'm worried abt would be the FYPs... jus donno why, it is going be stones that keep piling up inside me...
to val,
i really hope that u don mind or blame us about the things we had helped u with or done for u, we really doesn't know what we can do to help u other than lending u a listening hear and encourage u, so we went to look for help, hope u really don mind, cos we really don't wan to see u suffer, see u feel so terrible, we want to find back the cheerful, crapping and happy go lucky girl... we seriously feel that u will make ur way thru, there will be a happy ending. don think of those silly things to hurt urself, it wont help either. JIA YOU!!!
many unlucky things happen to me in this week, first was my wisdom tooth, make me suffer alot. ( partly becos of my stubborness bah, cos din wan to take painkillers and din wan to see dentist... haha, but now i'm feeling better without the help of the painkillers and dentist, i'hv made my way thru!!!) Other than that i also hurt my thumb and toes with sissors while cutting the nails... haiz like that also can get hurt... hope that next week will be a better week for me... other than that, i felt that i'm getting more n more forgetful... jus don know why, i hav walk in and out of the room so many time to get a thing done... (OMG wat happen to me!!)
jus xin called and we chatted on the phone for more than an hr, chatted on our upcoming bbq, chatted abt things in the past and recently... to think that we actually had quite a no. of bbq and a few chalets... to think that the boys had turn into men liao... bcoming more and more gentleman and more reasonable liao... (oops... not that they r not in the past!!) haha!! hope that we can cont to do so, so as to bond us together...
going to year three in 2 months time, start counting down liao...feel so scare... the sch also start counting down on the days that we will be moving to woodlands campus... will moving to woodlands campus be a new start for us though it will a new start for the school... but how abt us? r we able to get use to the new and big campus or perhaps construction site (haha, dono!!) ?? that was not the main reason for being scare, the things that i'm worried abt would be the FYPs... jus donno why, it is going be stones that keep piling up inside me...
to val,
i really hope that u don mind or blame us about the things we had helped u with or done for u, we really doesn't know what we can do to help u other than lending u a listening hear and encourage u, so we went to look for help, hope u really don mind, cos we really don't wan to see u suffer, see u feel so terrible, we want to find back the cheerful, crapping and happy go lucky girl... we seriously feel that u will make ur way thru, there will be a happy ending. don think of those silly things to hurt urself, it wont help either. JIA YOU!!!
03 February, 2006
Aiyo!!! We r getting older n older liao!!!!
hmmmm... tml will be xue yin's birthday le, time really passes very fast. Its seems like we celebrating our 15th birthday yesterday and tml onwards we are going to celebrate 20th birthday le... Oh man!!! going to be 老太婆 soon le... 怎么办？
but anyway i'm looking forward tml's celebration, cos we are going to give her surprises... (hehehe!!!!) yesterday went shopping with xin to get xue yin's present we shopped for very long from herren to taka then to paragon n then to century square and then then to tampines mall... at last found the thing that we think it would suit her and hope she will like it... Carry the heavy bag n walk; my toes are red and swollen from all the walking and there were blisters too!!! but then 我愿意那么做。。。cos she is my best fren mah... jus like wat xin said... so i don mind... n we hav known each other for so long liao...
by the time i reached home it was already 10pm, i was very very tire n sleepy, but then at this point of time my cousin called n ask for help in solving her maths question!!! I'm already brain dead liao, but still sat down and listen to the question thru the phone... i also tried to solve the question but then wasn't able to help her solve it... (opps!! sorry, really cant think liao...) so after that question went to bath and slept at ard 12...
Our age are going to start with a "2" soon.....!!!!! but hope that no matter we are, we will still be able to celebrate birthdays every year though planning of the celebrations is a big headache, but... i don mind and i like it alot ... :)
but anyway i'm looking forward tml's celebration, cos we are going to give her surprises... (hehehe!!!!) yesterday went shopping with xin to get xue yin's present we shopped for very long from herren to taka then to paragon n then to century square and then then to tampines mall... at last found the thing that we think it would suit her and hope she will like it... Carry the heavy bag n walk; my toes are red and swollen from all the walking and there were blisters too!!! but then 我愿意那么做。。。cos she is my best fren mah... jus like wat xin said... so i don mind... n we hav known each other for so long liao...
by the time i reached home it was already 10pm, i was very very tire n sleepy, but then at this point of time my cousin called n ask for help in solving her maths question!!! I'm already brain dead liao, but still sat down and listen to the question thru the phone... i also tried to solve the question but then wasn't able to help her solve it... (opps!! sorry, really cant think liao...) so after that question went to bath and slept at ard 12...
Our age are going to start with a "2" soon.....!!!!! but hope that no matter we are, we will still be able to celebrate birthdays every year though planning of the celebrations is a big headache, but... i don mind and i like it alot ... :)
01 February, 2006
Chinese new year happenings....
This year’s Chinese new year came very fast as it was the last week of jan. Many things were done last min, like nail polishing, decoration of the house, stockings of things for the festival, my new clothes and etc.
Below is what I did for the New Year.
Eve of the New Year eve (fri 27/01)
After my class I rushed all the way back to tamp to meet my sis to do last minute shopping for clothes and bag. I bought the bag that I have wanted to buy at last!!! While shopping, I was smsing my long-lost friend, Gabriel. We smsed and chatted a lot, cos we lost contact eversince we graduated from Springfield but we managed to get in touch all thanks to friendster, cos he found me on friendster :) I went to the night market with my mum to go last minute groceries shopping for new year’s eve steamboat, after coming back from the market, I went on9 to the msn an started chatting with Gabriel again, so long din get in touch, seems to have a lot to talk about, and I think knowing each other for so long, that was the first time we chatted for quite long… hahaha!!!! That night went to bed at ard 12.
New Year eve (sat 28/01)
It’s a long and busy day. Woke up at ard 9 plus, as I’m needed to help out in preparing to pray to the ancestors; it was a yearly routine that we hav to do every year, the house was filled with noises and laughter, all my relatives at ard 1 plus, then its time for me to do so arrangement for my house and also at the same time did some washing to the cutleries for the steamboat at night. Time passes very fast, dinner came very fast…. But before the dinner came, we did some artistic thing, that is to put our hand print on to the wall that my dad had left for putting the handprints; it meaning behind it was to stay together as one whole family forever. It was very fun and exciting during the hand printing session. Then at night, I went to watch the fireworks with my uncle’s family. The fireworks were very nice and I like it a lot though it wasn’t good enough as compared to the previous year’s.
1st, 2nd and 3rd day of New Year
As usual went to my relatives’ and friends’ house for house visiting, it was fun and happy within these 3 days though I’m very tire due to not enough of sleep. Many things had happened, make me understand a lot of things in life which I’m not able to say it all out here. I must say that I hav thought for a lot of things, the things that had happened within these few day had helped me to think more and understand more including relationship between people like love, kinship, friendship; other than this relationship thingy, of cos there are also other things.
That’s all for my new year’s happenings. Would like to wish all my friends happy Chinese new year, may all ur wishes and dreams come true. Dare to dream? Must be able dare to take action! ;)
Below is what I did for the New Year.
Eve of the New Year eve (fri 27/01)
After my class I rushed all the way back to tamp to meet my sis to do last minute shopping for clothes and bag. I bought the bag that I have wanted to buy at last!!! While shopping, I was smsing my long-lost friend, Gabriel. We smsed and chatted a lot, cos we lost contact eversince we graduated from Springfield but we managed to get in touch all thanks to friendster, cos he found me on friendster :) I went to the night market with my mum to go last minute groceries shopping for new year’s eve steamboat, after coming back from the market, I went on9 to the msn an started chatting with Gabriel again, so long din get in touch, seems to have a lot to talk about, and I think knowing each other for so long, that was the first time we chatted for quite long… hahaha!!!! That night went to bed at ard 12.
New Year eve (sat 28/01)
It’s a long and busy day. Woke up at ard 9 plus, as I’m needed to help out in preparing to pray to the ancestors; it was a yearly routine that we hav to do every year, the house was filled with noises and laughter, all my relatives at ard 1 plus, then its time for me to do so arrangement for my house and also at the same time did some washing to the cutleries for the steamboat at night. Time passes very fast, dinner came very fast…. But before the dinner came, we did some artistic thing, that is to put our hand print on to the wall that my dad had left for putting the handprints; it meaning behind it was to stay together as one whole family forever. It was very fun and exciting during the hand printing session. Then at night, I went to watch the fireworks with my uncle’s family. The fireworks were very nice and I like it a lot though it wasn’t good enough as compared to the previous year’s.
1st, 2nd and 3rd day of New Year
As usual went to my relatives’ and friends’ house for house visiting, it was fun and happy within these 3 days though I’m very tire due to not enough of sleep. Many things had happened, make me understand a lot of things in life which I’m not able to say it all out here. I must say that I hav thought for a lot of things, the things that had happened within these few day had helped me to think more and understand more including relationship between people like love, kinship, friendship; other than this relationship thingy, of cos there are also other things.
That’s all for my new year’s happenings. Would like to wish all my friends happy Chinese new year, may all ur wishes and dreams come true. Dare to dream? Must be able dare to take action! ;)
09 January, 2006
The charity show
Happen and manage to get tickets to the charity show... first time to get into the studio and watched a live show... felt very curious on how the live show works.
So, it really let me 大开眼界 on the live show. i was sitting at the gallery part where the fans were sitting, and they are very very noisy..!!! their screams are so high pitch... almost 震破我的耳朵。。。especially when SHE comes out everytime... cannot their screams + whistle... n then those fans very funny de lor.... they scream whichever stars come out sia... like scream when alan, jeff wong, shen wei jun, kelly, junyang, wei lian, david tao n etc... so siao!!! most funny n lame incident is they even scream at the commerials like the SHE commercials, superstars commercialsn etc during the commerial breaks, so bo liao... ahahah!!!!
yesterday's charity show was very touching, my tears was almost rolling down when the shi fu cried. i had tears not because he's crying but because of his words, his hopes, wishes and determination in helping the victims, there i was thinking why am i sitting there and watch nia, when i can saw the stars and the audiences in front of me clenching their hands together to pray for teh shifu, they also wipe off their tears as they watch n pray at the same time n also taking out their phone to call the donation line so those things that i saw and felt had touched me by donating 5 dollars (the most amount that i hav donated at one ago) in cash on the spot... even my little cousins fork out their little saving from their purse to donate the money on the spot... (singaporeans do hav a charity and caring heart afterall, even though there hav been news about the charity organisations... because i'm one of them... hahaa... though i also lose confidence in these organisations after the NKF issues and other issues).
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