我的喜怒哀乐

2010-10-07T16:18:00.002+08:00

不知不觉已过了五年，不知为什么有时会不禁想起你。
或许是因为对当时你一声不响的离开而感到好奇吧。。。还是因为对你。。。
努力尝试把你忘了，但种种的回忆又会再次浮现在眼前。为什么会这样呢？
你过得还好吗？希望现在的你是健康幸福的。。。。。。

2010-10-07T14:52:00.002+08:00

人--- 也只不过是这样而已。
生。老。病。死。

不管你的人生是多么的轰轰烈烈，多么的多姿多彩，死后就同他人一样烧成灰。没了。那就是人生。

虽然人到最后还是会死，但是当中的生活一定要过的多姿多彩，就有如一部电视剧里的台词“人生短短几十年，一定要过得精彩，一定要笑着过每一天”这句话说得容易可是怎样才算精彩，要怎么做才能面带笑容地过每一天呢？不知道。或许就跟他人所说的一样跟着感觉走那么就可以得到快乐吧。

最近学校发生很多事。这些事情发生证明了恶人有恶报。天网恢恢疏而不漏。我对她的遭遇一点也不觉得同情，也不觉得内疚。但对于学校，我就觉得有点内疚，因为我的胆小怕事，而导致他们有些损失，我真的感到抱歉。既然事情已过去，就向前看吧，继续往前走吧~

2010-07-29T13:27:00.002+08:00

抒发自己的感情有错吗？用些苛刻的字又有错吗？
文字是用来抒发人的心情。

thanks to someone for making my day so gloomy.
thanks to that person, if not i'll be neglecting this blog. :)

i thought u are on our side when we were chatting.
i thought u wont betray us
i thought u are like us, doesnt like her as well
yah, it is all i thought.
after today, i see thru you thoroughly.
i'm so sad that i really feel like crying.

the world is never fair.
the mister up there taught me something new today, never to trust someone easily
she might be on the same side with u when we chat.
she might agree with you on everything you said.
but in the end she is still a bitch.

well, i'm just writing feelings and thoughts on this blog.
dont come tell me, that's wrong to write those things on blog.
dont come tell me you have xin bing or shen jing bing.
its all nonsense! i din write name! i din mention who is it!

i guess i just have to keep everything to myself.

是时候了。。。

2009-12-30T22:27:00.002+08:00

将跟2009年说byebye le...

well, 2009 doesn't seems bad for me... but there are still things that made me happy, sad, excited and angry.

in this year, there were alot of shocking news.

first was my grandpa, he had a slight stroke, but thank god he is recovering now.

next, the leaving of ilisha, i missed her so much whenever i saw her pic, the drawings and crafts she did for me. i hope she is doing well, learning and speaking mandarin well.

followed by, my third uncle from my mum side, he was diagnosed with heart problem, there blockage, he had to went through a bypass, again thank god, he is recovering too.

the most shocking news of the year will be the passing of my granduncle. he was admitted to the hospital after having stomache for several days, he was operated immediately. few days after the operation, his kidney, liver and heart failed him. he went in on 9th nov and passed away on the 8th day. it was very shocking, in my impression, he has always been very strong and healthy. we would always visit him on the 2nd day of cny. i felt sad for him. he and his wife do not have any children, they have a god-daughter. i was very stress and depressed for that period of time. I had an exam on the 19th a day before sending him, i wasnt able to go down to pay respect until the day before sending him off as i was busy working and preparing for the exams.

of course, there are good things that happened. I fulfilled on of my dreams; to further my studies and i passed my exams! though i did not passed with flying colors, still, i got B-! it was a relived for me. hoo...

i have bonus for this year. this is my first time getting bonus! i got increment in beginning of the year. next year, there will increment too.. that will 3rd increment since i join the school. wohoo! wonderful...

5B also celebrated 10years of friendship, and yes! we are continuing to count on the years. though we don like adding numbers to our age.... amazingly, we had 2 chalets this year. lets count on xueyin to have a chaet on her birthday next year!

xueyin's sis got married 2 weeks ago, congratulations to her. the 5Bs attended. we had alot of fun.

i think there were too many good things that happen. i had forgotten some of them... :p

我只希望在新的一年里，我身边所有的人都健康开心快乐！我不想再失去任何一个人。
而我呢，我希望自己能够更健康，向今年一样开心快乐，一切顺利。
我们一起迎接2010年吧！！！

因为她，我的眼眶湿湿的

2009-08-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

din see ilisha for a week. whole family is busy with moving into new house so she wasn't in school for the past one week. missed her alot. today she came. her mum brought her to sch. she came in and hugged me tightly after putting her bag down. this poor girl, she has been hugging me for the whole day. she knew she might not be able to do that after she leaves. though she is smiling, i know she is feeling sad inside.

after break-time, we told the kids that ilisha might be leaving because there's no one able to send her to sch, the kids were sad and some offered to ask their dad or mum to send ilisha to sch. we told them, if ilisha cant get a proper transport to send her to sch, this fri might be her last day, so we practiced farewell songs. this two songs almost made me cry. my eyes were watery as we sang the song, i had to find excuse to go out of the class to calm down. is not as if this is the first we sang this song, but i really feel sad to have her to leave us. i really really hope that she can really stay and graduate together with her class in dec.

i will pray hard for you. i might burst into tears. praying ...

2009年8月21日阴天

2009-08-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

虽然在学校里每天要做的事情都差不多一样，但是每一天所发生的大小事都让我非常‘期待’。正因为如此做了两年；每天早起，搭约40分钟的车程从没让我感到厌烦或乏味。到目前，我还是超爱这份工作。

就拿今天来说吧！和往常一样，8.30am 就到学校为这一天的课程做准备。今天要教小朋友烹饪（chocolate dipped）。一切都进行得很顺利，直到下午班，接近下课时，事情发生了。我只能说一切都很drama.无法想象在电视剧看到的，竟然发生在我眼前，而且由我亲自处理。。。天啊!!

今天我的心情是喜、怒、哀、乐！
喜：K2班的小朋友的华文的水平已达到小一水准了！
　　：Ｋ１－Ｒｉｔｃｈｉｅ　的华文一鸣惊人！
怒：气自己没有以更好的方式解决今天的ｄｒａｍａ事件
哀：发生事后，心情跌落谷底（先声明不是我造成的）
乐：整个烹饪活动都很顺利，教得很开心。（大家都吃得很开心）

I will miss Ilisha :(

2009-08-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

Last friday ilisha, din come to sch. She came today and this is our conversation.
me: what happen? why din you come last friday?
Ilisha: i went to a new sch near mummy's office.
me: you are going to new sch, not coming here anymore?
ilisha: *nod*
me: you don wan me anymore?
ilisha:*shake* i want you

I din think too much at first, she still a kid afterall, not sure if she really understand what is happening.

after sch, we received a letter, from Ilisha mummy, Ilisha is leaving due to logistic problem, they will be moving to serangoo garden thus no choice. Sad... i almost cried. i remembered when i first join the school, she is someone who really scared of chinese and she's 3 years old then. she likes to sa jiao all the time. but i guess, because of my interaction with her in the toilet, i taught her her first sentence "好了" from then on, she started attending chinese class, we became very close. she will always hug me, sit on my lap and argue with me.

she will leaving in sept, i hope she will always remember me and miss me. :(

i found a volunteer work at children's home but it is schedule next year june. anyone want to join me? let me know, i'll tell you how to register. :)

2009-07-26T20:38:00.002+08:00

i'm back again... after 2 months :)

got to do some updates...
busy, still so busy. the load of stuff in school is already over my head.
i wish i have more hours in school... i wish i have more hands and heads in school.

recently, i have a dream. i have a dream of becoming a volunteer to help out in poor and undeveloped country. hopefully, one day i will have a chance to go there and help the children.

i will be doing a short chinese course at SIM in sept. wish luck. i will be able to survive, since i haven been touching books for a long time.

Sarcastic people. I hate them the most!

2009-05-24T21:34:00.003+08:00

i jus wonder why does such pple actually exist in my family. if the family were to be separated would be all thanks to the aunties and the eldest one of the family.

right in front act as if she was so grateful, right the back all kind of ungrateful comes right of ur bloody mouth. i pity my mum. i should have drag her out for shopping.

you are the one who said not to have porridge when asked, yet you act so pitiful in front of your youngest daughter. do you have to be like this? who has been taking care of you, and yet you did not show a little bit of appreciation. how am i suppose to look up to you? on normal days you show attitude to my mum when she shows concern, i had already closed one eye on you, but you went around to talk rubbish to your daughters about my mum. thank you so much! i have learnt how to appreciate my mum better.

trying to act nice infront of me. thank you so much. it does not help at all.
i feel like crying to see such things happen. i hate myself for being soft-hearted. u dont deserve kind treatment.

2009-04-19T20:23:00.002+08:00

i had my hair cut short today. S-H-O-R-T!
all thanks to the hot weather. it gave me lotsa encouragement. lol! recently have been real H-O-T! i cant tahan anymore. so say bye bye to my long hair. Felt kind of sad but felt lightened at the same time.
the short hair made my face round chubby. :( hopefully it will grow longer soon. but i liked my fringe alot. :)

what's next?
the kids exams coming up soon.
united nation party coming up. this time round we had already thought of which nation to represent. :) shhh......... a secret. look out for my pics. hopefully i wiill be able to upload. :)
school holidays coming!! o yea!

shall stop here.
jus wondering does my friends still come in here to check out on me? :)
lol!

I'm BACK!

2009-04-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

Imagine i haven been blogging for 4 mths. I'm sorry... i nearly forgot abt this blog. Have to thank one of my school parents. She told me she saw my blog. I was so surprise. :) i was like "yah hor, i haven been steping in here for 4 mths, i din even step in to view the blog and ans tags. " Oh dear! the reason being is.... busy? yes. but not to the extend that i'm not able to blog. but because "boys over flowers" the show got me crazy. right now i'm into another shw... so i have watching and watching and watching... heez

4 mths... hmmm... of cus lotsa things happened.
first of sl was back from aus after finishing her studies. hmmm that was feb.
i nv thought that sl and i had so much to talk abt when wp and al went off for some traveling exhitbition for a "little while"
::AL:: i wan to go with you to taiwan. bring me along for free can?

next was xy's birthday.
for the first time we tried korean food.
it was yummy! especially the bbq meat with lettuce!

then was meow's birthday.
we had thai food.
it was yummy too...

then al's birthday.
the celebration was last sat 28th march...
din see andrew and sam for a long long long time. :)
andrew was same as before. CRAPPY! Hey! cant imagine that he is in commando!!
Hopefully, he is the only one of the kind that is in commando if not ladies, we have got to protect ourselves. LOL! :p
the celebration was nice and it was a good gathering for my poly khakis.

with effect from april, my off-days had been to change to thurs and sunday.
of course, all my tuition schedules were in a big mess. especially, my kids have got alot of supplementary classes and CCAs. How i wish my off-days will remain unchange...

alright... will type up right to here...
will come back real soon. ok.

2009-01-10T21:20:00.003+08:00

The new school year started off with a mess. both sessions were a mess, i think is the most busy and tiring day that i ever had in school minusing the parties that we had before.

why? becos our admin had to take an urgent leave because of family issues. In the morning session, we had alot of new kids, some of them came in crying afterall they were barely 3 yrs old. leaving parents, coming to a new environment is like a big thing, big change for them. with admin not around, we were short handed! at that time i wished i had 10 hands and heads!

then in the afternoon the K1 and K2 nearly full class for both. 2 teachers handling them were like... but luckily they do understand what we say they are more obedient, and follow instructions well, luckily we had ah ma to help with arranging the tables and chairs for snacks time and bringing kids to toilet. thank goodness, she stayed behind to help!

then today! wooh, i finally get to see my P1 kids (last yr k2), so sad, felt quite empty when i do not get to see them when school starts last week. they were the batch who are pretty close to me, especially delle, she keep on coming up to me telling how fierce her chinese teacher is, telling me that she had grown taller, hugging me and sharing the things that happened in her new sch. N soong wen too, telling me how naughty that his classmates are, sharing with me the no. of teachers that he has... n more like parker, clara and also Ilyas, heard his voice of fighting sound with parker, it was like i just saw them yesterday. their laughs, their actions, running up and down in the hall, was like yesterday... so familiar, felt so happy to see them... miss them so much.

a busy and tire week had passed. looking to the new week with new and exciting things to happen. FIGHTING!!!

2008-12-31T22:24:00.002+08:00

IN ABOUT ONE AND A HALF HOUR, IT WILL BE YEAR 2009!!!

Wishing all who visit this blog to be blessed for the new year. :)
Wishing those around me, those i love, to be blessed and healthy for the whole new year. :)
Hopefully 2009 will be a good and exciting year for all of us. !!!!

YIPEE!! everyone is a year older.

LOL!

2008-12-27T21:57:00.002+08:00

27th Dec...

4 more days will be 2009...
the same old phrase : time really flies... that will be the most appropriate phrase to describe...
a rather stressful but enjoyable year that i had.
i always told my kids that i love 2007 than 2008.
why? 2008-- it was a new chapter that i have stepped into - working, on top of that, it wasnt smooth sailing yr especially in the first half of 2008. i was always sick and for the first time i sprained my back when i just wan to pick up a shirt, my ear almost went deaf because of the phlegm that was choking up... on and on...

though it was not smooth-sailing, there were still happy things and lucky things that happened, hmmm.... very little but enough. :)

2008, it was also a very busy year. everyday after knocking off at 4.30pm, got to rush off for tuition classes, one after another, all the way till 9 plus. it is rather busy but it was fulfiling and its a joy to see all my kids growing day after day. they might be sensible at times, naughty at times, sickening at times, fun and cute at times, i'm gald and honoured that i took part in their growing years.

a look and forecasting for 2009...
i will still be busy, teaching all days long. so my dear frens pls book me in advance for meetings, gatherings and celebrations. :)
hopefully i can further my studies, which means will be more busy, still not sure of what course to take, too many in mind. lol!

wishes and hopes for 2009
1. good health (everything will be smooth-sailing with good health)
2. money money comes!!! :) more the merrier
3. recently i'm interested in collecting snow globes (so anyone wants to support me by buying those, especialy precious moments :))
4. furthering my studies without much obstacles
5. good things to happen all days for me and pple ard me.
five will do, cannot be too greedy.

will come online to make new post again. :)

2008-12-12T19:18:00.003+08:00

It's the last day of school. It's also the last day for the k2s.
Yesterday when we were on the way back to school from excursions, i was thinking to myself, do the K2s know that that will be the last excursions with us. This morning, heard from Ilyas's mum that he cried last night because he suddenly remembers that today is the last day of sch. He cried very sadly. i hope that they will always remember all the days that they had spent in school and with the school. Wish them all the best in their indivdual primary sch.

i have got no idea why i'm getting easily tired everyday despite no tuition classes. perhaps its too relax, nothing to do that's why gets tired easily. :)

finally i get to change to a bigger wardrobe for my room. and my sis and i are going to redesign our room. O yes!

i'm going to plan the christmas gathering.

2008-11-29T19:29:00.003+08:00

29th Nov...

the longest meet the parent session i ever had.
9.45pm to 3.30pm
tiring though i din talk much but the atmosphere and mood, and also the need to talk professionally and cautiously, very exhuasting. dried up. in the end we had quickly eat up the pies which a parent bought for us in the morning at 2 plus.

i really admit that i cant talk real well with adults especially difficult parents though i hav met and communicating well with some parents. i still prefer talking kids though that might be a handful of kids who are difficult to communicate with, i still feel comfortable and happy. why?
it is easier to open their hearts and walk into them than the adults.

right now planing to take leaves for the last two weeks of dec. wohoo! christmas eve and new yr eve was declared as holidays for us. so nice. but again here comes the spring cleaning!! both my room and the school! OMG!! lot to do. dust war!!!!

2 more weeks we are going to have christmas party cum graduation party. i'm gonna to miss the K2, i had alot of fun with this class. fun and matured kids. hopefully, next yr k2 will be fun too.

2008-11-16T18:54:00.002+08:00

finally!!! after 11 months, i'm able to rest, i'm able to stick to the com again! haha~!!
the kids had finish their exams, and they are on holidays, with many program lined up for them by their parents, so nice~~ how i wish i could be like them. i wan to go overseas for holidays... do lotsa shopping.

recently, i'm watching "we got married". is a nice variety show from korea, you guys can try watching it is nice and romantic. i love alshin couple. so so nice....

in another one and half months, will be 2009!! arh~~ so fast. i'm preparing to study next yr, hopefully it will come true and wish i can handle it well. :)

i'll do more posting during this one and half months, i know that there are pple missing my entries very very badly.

2008-11-16T18:47:00.002+08:00

indigestions! crazy! @#$#&%$R*^%
i cant imagine dinner is so !!!!! i think i hate the sight of her. irritated!

cant imagine my first entry after so long is ANGER!!!
irritated! irritated! irritated!!
i guess without say who is "her", you guys should know, right?
husband and wife of the same kind! my sis was right to call her a hippopo ( hypocrite)
likes to act; likes to be great ~~~funny~~~
arhHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~ irritating!! irritated!!! sickening!!!! sicko!

2008-07-12T19:40:00.002+08:00

i'm back again. :)
after leaving the blog for dust for a long long time. time to clean webs and the dust. haha.
on a few incidents, i wanted to blog but the computer just won't allow me to log on to blogger.
don why too.

over the recent months, many things happen.
i was very touched to have recieved sl birthday sms from oversea. BUT she sent it before my birthday and saying happy belated birthday to me. but still very touch cos she remember to send her wishes. whereas there are pple who did not. i wish to see sl soon. :)

everyday jus passes so fast. so fast that i have got no time to sit and reflect of what has been happening. everyday, at the end of the day, i would just knock out on the bed. Zzzzzzz.
i still wish that i will be able to squeeze out sometime for studies or do some reading.

i want to have an oversea holidays!!!! i really wish to be out of singapore for a few days, look at the world out of singapore! can i have some volunteers? please!!!! :)

2008-05-11T16:32:00.002+08:00

last entry was 12 apr.
haha! looks like i have been MIA for a long long time.
after busying for the near one month, finally i get find myself a little rest.
meet my friends last night, we realised that we have not been meeting for 2 months already.
well, i'm not only the ones who is very busy, there's another one too.

this coming sat, will be meeting al they all. i realised that we will only meet when there's someone birthday. haha! nvm. each gathering is very precious and should make full use of it.

after finish settling the kids for their SA1, right now i have got to start busying with my preschoolers and the coming term.
it seems to be endless.
tiring but happy.
everyday is so precious and i'm always racing with the time.

sometimes i wished i could just throw everything away and do nth.
but i know i will never bear to do it.
having able to reach this point has never been easy or smooth sailing
not grumbling but felt fortunate.
i have met the right people at the right time, i shouldn't be asking for more.

next month, the school will be having united nations party.
right now i'm editing the school website.
do feel free to have a look at website and at the same time introduce it to pple who need it.
www.wordlearning.netfirms.com

2008-04-12T18:56:00.002+08:00

SICK SICK SICK

don know when will i regain myhealthy body. jus understand why i feel unwell easily.
the last whole week i'm down with very bad headache. so bad that many many painkillers din ease the pain. finally on friday, the headache is gone. but the following tuesday, i hurt back. dotz! went to the bonesetter to treat it. it pain so badly. the person must be thinking that i'm dead, has got not feelings. and now, i think i'm down with flu AGAIN! haiz.... OMG!!!

RAT YEAR, is it really that bad?!

now the kids are going to hav their exams soon. don know how i'm going to make it for them. especially when i'm like this. please bless me to be well enough to go thru this month and next month! after that, guess i think i have got to apply long leave during the june holidays to rest at home. haha! base on my character, is it possible?

anyway in june, my has got the united nations party. right now i'm troubling what i'm can wear. which country shall i represent? trouble, trouble, trouble. :)

pple, pls take care. :)

2008-02-27T20:31:00.002+08:00

wondering how many pple has been visiting my blog. :)

eversince the start of new year, things have not been very smooth.
lotsa hiccups and medicine.
been through many flu, cough and cold since last nov. been drinking up 6 bottles of cough syrup but it doesn't seems to cure it completely. so finally my mum brought me to chinese physician for chinese treatment last week. and of course, starting of the medication, it causes another round of flu and cough to act up. so bad.

but of course, other than getting sick, there are also many unhappy things had happen.
don know where i should start from. feeling very down at the moment.
just hope that this feeling will be gone soon.

do i have the ability to do well???

2008-01-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

I NEED ENERGY!!!!
have been feeling restless and helpless lately. don know why. jus feel so tired, doesn't feel like doing alot of things! but luckily, time still went fast in 2008

a new year start with all the same routine just like 2008. working hard as what i want to do.
not really counting down to new year. haha!! don't think there's anything special abt this festive anymore. same routine, same thing every year. haha! but that's sth speical, my dad birthday falls on the new year eve. now browsing thru cake shops online, hopefully to get an ice-cream cake. why? many many reasons. it can be served as dessert after steamboat, and it can be finished no matter how big the cake is, so no need to fight for space in the fridge with other food. haha!

a drama took place at the centre yesterday. that drama shows that there's really such a black-hearted person living in this world, in singapore. the person could be that cunning, black-hearted just to get you into the trouble. well, all we could say is that: wait for your retribution! we are not going to anything like what you did. because we believe in retribution, is just sooner or later.
by reading this, you all must thinking, what must hav happened? must be very serious? no one was hurt, and hopefully no innocence one will be hurt. actually wasn't that serious as you all might think, it's just that that person is so shrewd and jealous of things work very well for other pple, so trying to destroy what is well for others, thinking that herself will benefit from it.

wish everyone good health. :) take care

2007-12-30T12:05:00.000+08:00

30/12/2007 counting down to 2008.

2007 is a year that has a lot of major happenings.
it started off with forgetting and deleting unhappines memories in 2006.
walking towards the graduation day in RP, walking into adult life. enjoying and experiencing the year as 21 years old, at the same time looking back the 21 years of life.
when i was young, i wish i could quickly grow up, so that i could lots of things. but now, i wished that time did not pass that fast.

well, like i said; 2007 is a year with lotsa major changes, it could be say as i had step into another chapter of my life. a year which i think i have experience quite alot, done alot. and most importantly, i have made my dreams come true. i had fulfilled my ambition as a teacher! if elt that i have not wasted much things this year. everyday, every min and every sec, is fulfilling. i think i had balanced out well. putting in enough time for my family, my friends and for myself even though i had a busy and hectic schedule. but i hav not taken care of my health well enough. so now i'm putting in my best to heal myself from cough. seen doctor for 3 times to cure my cough hopefully i could recover before 2008 comes.

other than recounting 2007, i would like to list down my hopes and wishes for 2008.
they are
1) good health for me, my family and my friends. ( i really dont wish to lose anyone around me)
2) more smiles, less grumbles from everyone. hahahA!!!
3) do a good job in teaching pri 4 in the centre
4) hopefully to study childhood education in 2009
5) all my xiaopengyou would be nice and obedient. good academic results. :)
6) save more and many money. can donate to me if you want. :)

i think that is all.
by the way, my laptop has finally dead. so all the blog address i saved in the favourites in the laptop are gone too. pple, it would be nice if you could leave ur blog address in the tag board when u see this.

here wishing everyone, dreams to be coming true in 2008 and good health!
love you all! take care.

2007-12-05T20:13:00.001+08:00

huh? how come you are still working?! it is school holidays!

dotz... that's what i get.
pple think that working as an educator means you get to enjoy lotsa holidays. oh please!
dropped this perception!
no jobs in this world needs little effort.
no jobs in this world are simple.
only students and children get lotsa of holidays.

pple think that we just need books and students inorder to teach!
oh please! it is more than what you think!
we hav plenty lessons plans to do. plenty preparations to do. needs lotsa brain juices too!

台上一分钟，台下十年工
i guess everyone heard before and understand the phrase above.
that applies to everything we do.
not only to pple who are acting but to everyone.
we need lotsa of effort, hardwork, brain juices, preparations before we see the achievements.
even simple things need it too.
an advertiser needs to go thru several meetings, amendments, sleepless nights before having a 30sec of advertisments to air on tv sucessfully.
a student needs to attend school, do homework, do projects, CIP n many things before graduating proudly from the school.

so pple. nothing in this world is easy and simple. nor difficult and confusing.
lol! it is always balanced. :)

this matter had been on my mind for pretty long.
:)

2007-12-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

december has finally arrived!
met 5B last fri. has got a great time.
meeting them once in awhile is still that fun.
with lotsa fun.
especially when everyone has their job commitment.

think everyone would be surprise to be able to see me to blog so regularly.
hahaha! why? of course, i'm a little free nowadays lah.
though it is december with no tuition, it is going to be a stressful month.
why? cos my boss and his family are going for holidays. n i'm left with the stressful position to take care of the centre. cant imagine what will happen!
hopefully everything will be fine.
hopefully no idoitic and demanding parents to deal with.
may god bless me lotsa GOOD LUCK! cos it is a wonderful month!

though is a month with less work.
but nevertheless my december schedule is still full with activities.
wedding. birthday party. christmas party. christmas gatherings. and most impt of all - shopping!
hahaha!!! need to shop for clothes and books!

on the 15th, the school has another party. which is christmas party!
don know what will happen when the main and impt person is not around.
hopefully it will still be equally fun and successful.

2007-11-27T18:10:00.000+08:00

i din realise that having nothing to do in a day could be so blessing.
and it happen today! so nice!

i think should start to plan how to celebrate christmas loe.
pple, quick tink of ways to celebrate this day of the year!

i wan to eat SUSHI TEI!!!
when can i go?!

for the past few days, has been updating myself on the dragon boat incident.
very saddening.
this incident again, reminding everyone out there.
不要失去了，才来叹息
今日不知明日
珍惜今日所拥有

2007 is coming to an end. another year finishing.
i like this phrase quite alot.
唯一不变就是变
it is frm one of the tv shows and it is very meaningful and true.

have not seen my khakis for a long time.
find out when we can meet out.

2007-11-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

at last! today is the last session of the meet the parent session!
woo!~~
actually supposed to meet al they all to celebrate jy's birthday but i was really tired.
and beginning to lose my voice. got to rest the throat, before i cant talk. haha!

really really tired.

looking forward for holidays!

haha! shopping, movies, chalet, bbq. many thing!

2007-11-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

halloween party ended yesterday.
it was my first time to celebrate halloween.
it was fun with the kids. and everyone was nicely dress up.
we have girls as cinderella, snow white, princesses, fairies and angels and etc.
boys as batman. spiderman, knight, transformer and etc.
the teachers, we have robin, clown, witch and me as vampire.
haha! last minute shopping at vivo city toysrus. haha!
i had even planned what to be next yr le. as red devil. haha!
here are some of the photos! and there's no vampire.
i cant possibly take my own pic. :)

The Heros were here before!!!!!

Our once upon a time fairy tales character....

the next party coming up will be the christmas party.
haha! endless parties.
but thru parties, the kids learn about the different culture and traditions of the different festival.
learning things thru fun. thats a good one.

the primary sch exams are over. the results are reflected back to me already.
there are good and bad.
the best will be phone, he has got 54.5/60. the highest score.
proud of him. did not let my efforts go down the drain.
:)

will be having some rest from my tuition classes in december.
ps. i will be changing my slide too. look out for the newest and latest one. :)
will be in here for new post as soon as possible.

2007-10-21T18:49:00.000+08:00

yo ho!
here i am!

the last post was on 1st sept.
evryday has been busy.
especially this month, where the kids are going to have their exams soon.
n in my sch, we were having the parent-teacher meeting on every saturdays with 4 students each session. first time to be in the meeting. nervous! though this wasnt the first time to give feedback to parents.

coming to the end of this month, 31st, will be having halloween party. looking forward to this day. it is the first time celebrating, though have heard of it before.

it is sunday today, get to stay home to have afternoon nap, n have dinner with my family, which i haven been doing so for this week. been busyying, thus in the end always had late dinner.
nowadays, i have been having backache. don know what happen. cant move easily.
haiz.

shall write till here. shall upload photos on the halloween party soon.
still have not thought of what to wear.

2007-09-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

as mentioned in the previous blog. my sch had an ambition party on 31st aug.

it was a fun and tiring party. a great one in fact. especially when they came in with their individual occupation costume. so cute. thanks to all mummies and daddies in putting their effort to dress the kids up.

in the party, we have kids dressing up as a F1 car racer, doctors, nurse, astronut,police, vet, baker,fireman, soldier, teachers and etc. as teachers of the sch, we too have to dress up, so i wore my sis st john uni, my colleagues- fire-fighter, hair-dresser, photographer, US army, chef ...

the pretty timid neuro-surgeon

cutie ballarina

our future ENT doc and fire-fighter

pretty young bakers

handsome astronut and soldier, our sweetie stewardess

aren't they nice and cute.

not only yesterday that i had a great party, there's another good news too. my cousin had given birth to a 3.4kg baby boy. cant wait to see the baby when he comes home tml. looking forward to it.

tml is also my grandma's anniversary. so got to stay home for prayings.

okay. shall write till here.

everyone, pls take care.

2007-08-26T19:26:00.001+08:00

i know everyone is concerned with what i'm doing at the moment.
but don worry i will take good care of myself, wont let myself fall sick easily. =) i promise.

this coming fri my sch is going to hav an ambition party.
kinda looking forward to it. seeing them in their different occupation costumes.
after that will be their sch holidays.

i kinda sick of cakes.
OMG. since august i have eaten 8 birthday cakes. one more coming this wed.
but the kids are very happy. LOL! celebrating their own birthdays, they look so excited!
so cute.

2007-08-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

i know i know. i haven been blogging. =x okay.

last friday met xin and xueyin near my house. the 3 of us has not been meeting together.
really missed the days and meetings.and i know alvin has been trying hard to schedule outings.
met them, purpose is to borrow the tripod stand from xin cos i need it to take the family photo on my grandpa's birthdday which is the following day.
so last saturday, we celebrated my grandpa's 77th birthday. took a big family photo.

yesterday went for val's birthday celebration at carlton hotel.
it has been a long time since the last gathering to farewell siewling.
time just pass that fast, n she is in synedy for a month already.

as for me, i hav already started working in a pre-sch centre for half-month.
fun and exciting, looking forward to every lessons.
still continue with my tuition classes after work.
no need to 'aiyo'. i'm enjoying what i hav been doing so far.
'SATISFACTORY' is what i would like to look for in everything i do.
that is the no. 1 criteria that i looked for.
i know because of that word. i will lose alot of thing. like health, rest, leisure, time with family and frens will be minimized. but i will try everything i could to balance them off.

2007-07-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

have been busy for the whole.
really very busy. busy that i din manage to sit n watch a tv show.
need to rush thru lotsa tapes that my sis had recorded for me.
went for an interview at michelle workplace.
started training immediately on wed and fri.
oh ya, as a pre-sch teacher in woodlands civic centre.
has got definity with woodlands. haha!
the kids were cute. time passes very fast.

tues, finished tuition at 8.30pm.
went down to city hall to hav dinner with my poly mates.
cos siewling is going to synedy to study.
so had a so called fare-well dinner.
din met sam n andrew for pretty long time. they are still forever lame n suai. =p

so thurs was practically having tuitions the whole day till 9pm.
dropped dead.

think after today, my posting will be even infrequent.
will try my best to blog on saturday. if i'm not tired. :)
shall end here.

2007-06-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

had a dinner with 5b on fri to celebrate xin's birthday.
i was coughing all the way, not feeling very well so cancelled the last session of tuition so that can rest before meeting them.
went to jack's place for dinner.
my meal was a bad one.
i ask for a medium well cooked steak, but it ended up to be well-cooked.
so hard n tough.
gave up after eating1/4 of it.

after dinner went back home.
from there, i developed fever, blocking nose.
the worst blocked nose i ever had
the worst fever i ever had.
the worst headache i ever had.
but luckily this time round, my asthma did not relaspe.
whole saturday, my temperature was within 37.7 to 39.7 degree.
head was so heavy n pain.
if someone was to hit me by my neck, i'm sure my head dropped down without fail.
my mum suspected that i might hav dengue. *so scary*. cos i got the systoms.
but luckily today no more fever, if not i hav to be sent to the hospital.

now, i'm well. left with some cough.
din go for tuition cos din wan to spread to the kids n also to make sure that the fever doesnt returns.
no worries, pple.

2007-06-11T16:27:00.000+08:00

在对的时间，遇见对的人是一生幸福
在对的时间，遇见错的人是一场心伤
在错的时间，遇见错的人是一段荒唐
在错的时间，遇见对的人是一阵叹息

i hav always like these phrases,
they are meaningful and pretty true...

donut factory- i would like to hav the donuts.
who is willing to queue n buy for me?

2007-06-09T20:33:00.000+08:00

went for alvin's early birthday celebrations last night.
overall, the celebration is quite fun.
but the fun occassion almost turn into a scarry one.

we almost met with accident when on the way to MOS.
the girls were in wes car, while the guys took cab.
decided to tail behind the cab which the guys took as he doesnt know the way there.
here comes the scarry part where my heart almost came out from the mouth:
when coming to a traffic light, we thought that the cab is going to hurry before the red light, so we thought we should hurry thru in case we lost them but who knows the cab suddenly stopped and we almost crashed onto it, it was so lucky and thankful that wes was quick enough to have prevented it.

wont be able to imagine what will happen to the guys in the cab, to wes n xin if he wasnt quick enough.
i could feel the speed that we are going, it would be a big tragedy if it happened.
so frightening but his driving skills can still be trusted.

okay. the guys are going NS next week.
would be interested to see their bald heads after 3 weeks.

LA! DE!

2007-06-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

是要试探我吗？！
好过分！好过分！真没用！
i don't care at all.
idoit.

2007-05-22T12:36:00.000+08:00

celebrated my birthday in three consecutives days - sat, sun and mon.
thank u pple for giving me a memorable birthday celebrations.
love all the presents given.
din make the wrong in not having a chalet or a party. lol! nv tired myself and pple ard me. =)

btw we din go sentosa last thurs cos the weather was like ...
so went shopping n ktv at marina square.
it was still an enjoyable day.

the school holidays are coming. this will be the last week of sch.

so tired. hav been feeling tired though hav always been sleeping alot.
haiz.

2007-05-16T11:45:00.000+08:00

it has been a long time since the last post.
kind of lazy to blog.
also very busy for the past few weeks.
;)

the kids were having their exams, think i'm more stressful than them.
more stressful than taking 10 accounting and business finance UT back in RP.
haha! now they have already finished their exams, i can now relaxed.

went shopping with huixin last thurs at vivo city.
wa seh, last time went there was to eat at sushi tei, din walk around cos it was not completed yet.
but this time round, we spent the whole afternoon shopping through just the 2nd floor.
*tired*

mother's day
my siblings n I bought my mum OTO tataki.
hope it is useful for her, cos she always complain backache.

sentosa! this coming friday!
looking forward to this day!
long time din go out n play le.

shall post up to here. nth much le.

2007-04-21T21:07:00.000+08:00

i broke my own record today!
started tuition at 10 am. n finishes at 7.30 pm.
5 tuition in a day! good rite! haha!
very very tired now.
felt very stress nowadays.
stress abt their exams. coming soon in may.
coming monday the schedule is vern tighter than today.
will start at 9.30am n ends at 8.30pm. woosH!!!

pple! wish me good luck n good health!
=) body is showing me some warnings.
stomach n gastric has not been feeling well.
pray that wont break down so soon!

shall stop here. will be in here as soon as possible.

2007-04-20T11:27:00.000+08:00

一切已成为往事了！

time really really really flies
my bro going for NS in june 15 le.
alvin n weikwan going for NS too! theirs 16 n 14 respectively.
cant wait to see my bro head go botak.
lol! :)
ok! think my house is going to be quieter.
think my phone will be quieter at night without him calling for chicken burger as supper.

met the khakis for a gathering last sunday.
went ajisen for dinner.
quite fun esp when i din see them for so long!
khakis! next outing as soon as possible please!

met 5b for dinner cum movie on tues.
OMG the movie was really DOTZ!
me, yin n xin left the 2 guys in the cinema.
why? the movie was too bloody n gross. super yuckies!
we went out to chat while waiting for them to finish the movie.
these 3 ladies surely has got alot to tok abt. =)

Just Renovated!

2007-04-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

okay pple.
as promised in my previous previous previous^-- posts that i would change my blogskin.
now its done. it can be even be viewed on the new IE le.
so no need to switch computers to view my blog loe. =)

met 5b for steamboat yesterday.
its been a long time since the last steamboat we had.
after steamboat, we took a very long walk.
from the restaurant to the marina bay MRT station.
walked for an hr. on the way has weikwan cold jokes to pass the time.
he supplied most of the cold jokes during all the way to tampines.
went back to century sq for movie. watch 'number 23'
not a very nice show. quite boring. resting my eyes for most of the time.

below is one of the lame riddle that was given by weikwan.
1）整个森林谁会没有蛋糕吃？
2）一片草地，长在草地上的花叫什么？
leave ur ans in the taggie!
will be back to check ans!

2007-03-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!

has got more than days that i din blog liao.

我来也！！

突然有种冲动想上来这里写点东西。

brought some photos to developed.

have been wanting to do so since last year but dragged till now.

at last! got 91 photos developed. more to developed

so basically the whole evening was going through the photos, arranging them into my album.

感觉好开心也好怪。。。

看着自己成长的照片，看着和朋友的合照，会不尽地笑起来。

看着大家的变化，会因为有他们的陪伴，觉得好温馨、幸福、快乐、也从不觉得寂寞。。。

很庆幸有他们在

now patrick is back in philipphine again.

cos her mama going to give birth. heard that its a baby sister.

he told me he wan to name his little sister 美美

silly boy.

he will back in june.

so much for now.

nth much to write abt.

will come back to blog as soon as possible.

2007-03-15T19:11:00.000+08:00

我们毕业了！！！
13th March 2007, a significant day for me! my graduation day.
was sitting on the bus 168 going to woodlands to meet val n ailing but i was late.
haha!!

on the way, i hav got alot thoughts running through my mind.
think that will be my last trip to RP on this bus for good
running through my mind will be on the first day to RP
last day at RP tanglin
n on the first at RP woodlands
my mind had a quick run through on how my life was like in RP. :)
rushing for PPTs, FYPs, meetings, CCAs, meeting my frens after school, having tution after school, many many fun things that happen in school.

food, library, one stop centre, IT help desk, classrooms, toilets n etc
i have finally graduate!

come to think of the speech given by my fellow sch mates
he said: " when i chose to come RP, my frens, family were shocked, they couldn't believe that i chosen this school"
yesh! i went thru that too!
especially my frens, they couldnt believe and understand why i chose this sch
but now i could bravely says that "LUCKILY I WENT TO THIS SCH! It had thought me alot of things, give me things that i think i wont be able to get in the other schools."

because of the small classes we had, i get to know many frens
on the way to sch, on the way to canteen, taking lift up to class; i get to see familiar faces, familiar faces that i could chit chat with on the way to my destinations.
because of RP, i managed and learned to express myself more freely though not very freely.
learned how to make presentation slides and etc.

i wont upload photos up here but will upload them in my friendster.
kind of lazy. hehe..

2007-03-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

celebrated meow's birthday on thurs.
me n xy fell down n hurt our legs.
i fell in the cinema,becos it was dark n i thought it was a smooth path when get into the cinema but who knows i fell on the first step when i thought it was safe, hurt my ankle.
den xy fell when when she wanted to get a drink from mac after show, she slip n fall a paddle of vomit, her knee swollen immediately.
haha!! wat a sway day for both of us.
huixin din join us for meow's birthday cos she's rushing her sch work. haiz!

recently i'm watching zhuan jiao yu dao ai.
there's alot of phrases in this show are very meaningful n interesting.
:)
okay shall stop here. :)

2007-02-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

“我不想长大 i wan to be children for another 20 yrs"
why? "i don wan to die so early"
- patrick
his perceptions of growing up is dying faster bah.
or perhaps he has an idea on how it would be like if he were to grow up.
when i was young i wished i could grow up quickily so that i could do many things.
but now as a grown up lady, i wish i din grow.

i wish i'm still a child
loved by my parents
quarelling with my siblings n cousins
playing police and thieves
playing teachers and students
playing with soccers where my cousins will protect me from getting hit from the ball
saying "don friend him/her"
getting small gifts from adults
five stones
once in a blue moon eating mac or KFC
being forced to do hw?
got caned because of disappointed results?
blah blah blah
LOL! these are the days i missed.

now as a grown up lady
感情，友情，爱情，烦恼
worried abt future
worried abt parents, i'm so scared that they will leave me one day.
things that troubled u
work, money
n many many things that are awaiting and soon to come.

patrick was right to see through the problems that will come to obstruct u from getting happiness when one has grown up.
as a child
he has
nth much to worry
nth to think abt
nth to troubled
everytime after tuition" mum, can i go out to play"
the 'yes' will make him happy for the whole day. :)

tml, is the result day.
i'm so scared. ~~~

2007-02-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

calling pple!!

my blog become so dull eversince graduated from RP.

why??

come on pple!! flood my tag board!

think i'm also. din logon to it pretty much. :)

had a 5B gathering last night.

not the usual 5 of us

with boon huat, hidayah, naz n faisal.

din saw them for quite a long time.

the gathering was quite alright not as fun as i expected.

after that went KTV with the usual pple plus boon huat n cindy.

actually felt very tired throughout the whole session

so in the end sang a few songs nia.

haha!! having sore throat n was coughing pretty badly.

okay. would stop here for the time being.

will update as soon as i'm free. ;)

2007-02-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

a quick posting for the past few days.

friday 16th feb

start tuition from 3pm all the way to 8.30pm.

actually wan to meet xy at night to do manicure and eyebrow shaping.

but phone plead me to hav tuition with him n leyee on fri becos i told them i would cancel their tuition on sunday due to chinese new yr. :) so bo bian, got hardworking student, so must try my best to help loe. :)

but that day i was having very bad headache throughout every sessions of tuition.

i was supposed to drop by the nearest supermarket to get some new yr goodies after my last session but when i step in the shop, i felt that my head will burst off because it was very crowded!

so step out of the shop immediately n head straight back home.

went to get the tom yam noodles for dinner, it did not taste good.

saturday- new yr eve

an ever bust new yr eve i ever had.

woke up at 9 plus to get prepare to go out for tuition at 11am

before going to tuition i need to go get my eyebrows done first. den hoping i can find a pair of shoes to go with my clothes n also to get my task done which is the goodies!

but in the end, i manage to get my eyebrows n goodies done. the shoes!! haiz, even found the one i like, i wont hav the mood to queue to pay.

there's alot of last min people!!

so reach home at 4 plus

n from there, i was buzzing in n out of the house all the way to 4am

but i din buzz all the way to 4am lah, i buzz till 12 plus den after watch tv, need to shou sui mah.

sunday 18th feb!

woke up 5 mins before 9.

den went off to my uncle's house at 11 plus

den came back home for dinner again!

i love this new yr.

don know y.

jus like the feeling of having many pple in my house bah.

with the noise n laughters!!

i don mind refilling the bottle with drinks many many times!

i don mind walking in n out many many times!

so long as everyone are happy, and enjoying themselves!

happy new yr to all my dear fren.

for those who still studying - all the best in ur studies

for those who are applying for jobs - all the best in ur job applications, able to meet ur expected salary

for those who are applying for uni - all the best, may u to get in the ur desired course n uni

for those who are already working - all the best, salary incerement will be there every yr.

a happy piggy year

2007-02-15T11:19:00.000+08:00

here i am...

at last within the past few days, i finish cleaning my room!!

my room is so clean now

okay.

other than cleaning my room, i'm also out for tuitions

yesh!! from 3pm to 8.30 almost everyday.

but tues was the longest, from 1pm to 8.30pm. very tiring too.

i forgot that tues, my class was having chalet. sorry guys, i totally forgotten abt it. :(

yesterday went to patrick house for tuition, he told me tues was his bad day.

because he recieved bird droppings on his face when he was out to play.

poor boy.

valentines day...

nth much, tuition all the way to 8.30pm. den wait for my dad to come n fetch me n my sis at night.

no chocs, no flowers. a busy day.

chinese new year is coming!!

looking forward to the days i could rest??

i don think so. will be busy all kind of stuffs.

okay will stop here.

shoes havent buy yet.

2007-02-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

went to see doc yesterday.

this is the 3rd doc consultation in the 3 months.

has got a bad sore throat and a slight cough

n also most imptly is to consult on my skin.

it has been itcy for the past few days.

it itch as if i din bathe for a few days!! haha!!

so went to see doc.

the doc said my skin itch because of sensitive.

he said i had sensitive genes

haha!! sounds scary.

he said my asthmas triggers off due to senstivity, lips crack also due to senstivity so he is not my surprise that my skin triggers off too.

O gosh!! it damn itchy!!

not sure if i should go to the grad dinner anot.

10th march, is meow's 21st birthday.

which side should i go lei?

2007-02-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

YO HO!!!
it is like 1 wk i din blog loe.
have got a very very busy and tiring but exciting weekends.

it is my best fren xueyin 21st birthday!

she had an chalet for her birthday.

met huixin on friday afternoon to get birthday girl present.

yah, quite last min. haha! wat to do, both of us were soo busy. but we had already thought of what to get for her le. so its okay.

then later in the evening met alvin and weikwan to get jeremy's present. haha!! another last min purchase.

saturday.

the day where all people were invited to the party.
i was like a secretary.

i was running ard with 3 handphones(mine,huixin n xueyin), one wallet(xueyin) and also cameras too.
the whole event, i think the most exciting part is where we had to hide our little surprise like hell.

haha!!
hope is a fun and memorable one.

a little surprise for her!!!

this little boy disturbed both of us the whole session. :)

then today during lunch time
my class went down to took class
photo.after that the whole class packet lunch up to class to
eat. motive? to watch hua yang together.haha!! a good and fun gathering. though
it is simple, i still felt the togetherness.

2007-01-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

家家有本难念的经

i nv doubt this phrase before.

i truly believe that every family has its own problems.

but i jus cant believe and cant stand that it happens almost every year.

my place will always be the venue that has long faces, having reasoning meetings and etc.

大家庭与小家庭

多人与少人

各有自己的利益吧。

i enjoy the fun, laughter, warmth, unity and etc in the big family

but i dislike the problems and conflicts that arises from no where

no matter what the other families in my big family are going thru

i jus like my own family - my dad, mum, sis and bro.

i'm jus glad that i belong and i am in this family.

we might not be wealthy, in fact we jus made enough to meet the needs every month but we were happy.

we were laughing and smiling from the bottom of our hearts.

谁能陪我去看星星？？

2007-01-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

one matter jus settled earlier on.

now another matter arises again.

sick! tired! really!

2007-01-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

i jus don know why!

problems arise one after another!

matter after another

damn F*** up!

sometimes i jus don know why pple must always kick up a big fuss over a tiny mini matter.

damn irritating.

but at the end of the day

I'M very PROUD of DAD!!

someone who reasons well

someone who is reasonable

someone who knows rights and wrong

i'm so proud to hav him as my dad!

hmmm... i know i havenn been blogging much.

previous few posts were like a few lines nia.

well, have been struggling with FYP, UTs, Tuitions and etc

submitted FYP on mon,

next will be presentation this coming thurs

n the reflection and evaluation next wed 28th.

n followed by will be xy's 21st birthday.

buzz! buzz! buzz! i'm like a bee!! :)

2007-01-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

"tired" "stress" "heavy"

these are the 3 words that were showing up on everyone's face in my class

everyone were rushing for the FYP.

i'm included too!

my eyes were turning smaller n smaller.

n i still have lots to do!!

weekly log, Finance UT, Macro UT, Presentation slides and many many many THINGS!!!

i really wish i had 36 hrs a day for this 2 weeks only. :)

2007-01-15T11:57:00.000+08:00

in school now

it is supposed to be sch holiday but i'm in here for FYP

haiz.

sleepy.

col~~d col~~d

open house

but it seems like there aren't much outsiders in the sch lei.

off i go ...

2007-01-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

tuition tuition tuition

great great great

:) :) :)

2007-01-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

lalala...
here i am...
first post for the year.
well, first week of 2007 seems peaceful and sort of not getting use to it.
haha!!
when things were happening one after another, i was cursing and swearing but now kind of missing it.

but today have got a good news.
haha!! my cousin who got married last oct is pregnant. :)
soon in sept, i will be ah yi loe.
well it should be biao yi lah. haha!!
looking forward to the arrival of the baby. :)

start of school on thurs.
kind of ...

yesterday night was supposed to see doc for my cough.
cos my cough is not totally recovered so my pestered me to see doc again.
so listen to her loe, went with her to the clinic.
n who knows, when we went in there, they stopped registration le.
because the clinic stop consultation at 9 n when we reached at 745, it has reaches the queue no 15 liao. n the doc is only consulting no 2 nia. gosh!!

2006-12-29T13:30:00.000+08:00

the last friday of 2006

let me do a quick re-cap for the yr 2006 before welcoming the yr 2007

in fact 2006 is going to be year that i will nv forget

it is a year full of happenings

a year that made up of all kinds of happenings

a year that has

tears of joy,

tears of anger,

tears of sadness,

and etc

full of happenings that only those who went through with me will totally understands and agree with me.
as for those who were not there with me might think that i'm boasting, might think that i'm writing drama for the TV stations.

let me start off with jan

first month of the year

my queen's wedding

a wedding that let me and all my sisters goes hay-wire

we were all stress, angered, excited, happy (feelings that cant be described)

after her wedding followed by founding of a 'long-lost' fren

yes, is a fren that i have been finding. so counted as dream come true.

we chatted thru msn and sms. is something that i thought it will nv come true.

straightly after that its new year.

followed by is feb.

xueyin's birthday.

the day after her birthday, i met my 'long lost' fren

things were happening as if there's really a lucky star shining at me.

one word to describe "UNBELIEVABLE"

next will be march

on the of 5B chalet, last day of year 2, last day of sch at tanglin

we got together.

yes! it is the most happiest days in my own life.

i have him to chat with me on sms when all my frens were slping in e chalet room.

his sms kept me awake all the time.

APRIL

it is the most hateful month of the year.

MP3 and discman were stolen.

things were not happening as it was in the previous 3 months.

it happened as if the world is ending soon.

it turned bad. everything turned bad. so does he. ended.

but i managed to know who are my true frens.

true and worthy frens.

tried not to think of unhappy things.

buried myself in the new school campus, FYP and PP

MAY

my birthday month.

deadline to one thing is up.

n he still nv show up. all his promises are broken and gone.

i'm such a failure, i felt.

celebrations still went on

frens were there to help me up again. :)

* u may not know that u r such an irresponsible guy! n i nv thought that u were one of the kind!

June

went into pri sch with my aunties to conduct chinese enrichment class for foreign students.

my first interacting with a bunch of adorable kids.

first step to fulfil my dreams as a teacher.

July

start tutoring those kids from the enrichment class

other than schooling and playing, all my the other time were used on them.

a very big change to my daily routine

it goes like this

wakes up at 6.15am

leaves home at 7.05 am

starts sch at 8.30am

ends school at 4pm

den tuition starts at 6pm

reached home at 8pm

sometimes meet the girls or 5B for movies or dinner which in the end reach home at 2am.

or somtimes meet ping to do FYP which in the end reaches home at 12am.

on more big thing that happens in this month will be the arrival of my queen's baby boy.

August

hmmm... it was quite a peaceful month.

except for going to the baby's first month where we went around looking for suitable presents for the baby.

September

ZOO... haha!! a long planned trip with 5B

fun! taken lotsa pics!

October

chalet with 5B again.

rushing everywhere.

haha! has got tuitions and sch.

surprised birthday celebration for weikwan. :) FUN!

November

nth much happened.

looking forward to holidays.

has been struggling in sch and tuition for quite long. :)

admitted tired!! haha!!

DECEMBER

the last month of 2006

had a very very wonderful christmas.

recieved alot of presents!!

FUN!!

hmm...

i think there were alot more things that i din wrote in.

think i had forgotten them le bah.

great if those are unhappy things but sad if those are great memories.

hopefull they are unhappy ones.

to all my frens,

lets look forward to a better 2007 :)

a year full of happy happenings!!

to 5B,

lets cont to have our yearly chalets!

cont to celebrate everyone's birthday!

cont to celebrate every year's christmas!

its a friendship that i treasured most!! :)

to the girls,

without u all, there will not be a happy xiaohan.

without u all, there will be no me.

3 cheers to the us!!

may all happy things and all dreams to come true in 2007.

lets cont to count the years together.

CHEERS!!

2006-12-25T12:19:00.000+08:00

HO! HO! HO!

Merry Christmas!!

Have had great christmas celebration at home on christmas eve.

at the same time recieved quite a lot of presents!! :)

a year with the most presents!! i'm so blessed to have so many presents!! :)

we ended the whole celebration with bowling games at the safra country club.

leave it to the adults for bbqing the food bah!!

they love bbqing the marsh mellow!!

he is the one who is not fully grown!! :)

beautiful and creative balloons!

the following is for ping.

ping saw this??

i have got this as one of the presents!! :P

a fulfiling christmas for the year.

don know which idiot called at 5 am this morning.

*&^%^$*&*$!!!~`

Merry Christmas to all out there! :)

counting down to the 2007.
with 5 more weeks in RP before my graduation.

2006-12-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

21/12/06

met weiping and ailing for Xmas celebration.

it was supposed to be a 6 to 7 pple gathering but in the end left with the 3 of us.

dotz!!

nvm, we still enjoyed ourselves :)

both of them so 38 so quite entertaining lor. LOL (oops!!)

my lolipops!! haha!!

above are some of the pictures that we took.

hmmm... now looking forward to celebration with my 5B loe...

2006-12-14T12:06:00.000+08:00

家人永远都不会有长久的仇恨吧！
因为大家都留着同一样的血
算起来，大概有十年了吧。。。
至从事情在十年前发生后
已经很久没有再次看到这种场面了
觉得有点怪也觉得不自在
三姑终于得到家人的谅解
同时也再次找到幸福
总算是一个完美的结局

。。。
或许时间真的能冲淡一切
原谅不原谅
谅解不谅解
记得不记得
或许只看你要选着哪个吧；要还是不要？？

与其整天摆着一张臭脸，不如把它给忘记以笑脸去面对
与其整天想办法怎样对付，不如把它给忘记原谅他
与其。。。，不如。。。
与其。。。，不如。。。
大家自己想想看
要怎样与其，要怎样不如。。。
没有事情是无可救药的！！！

counting down to christmas...

2006-12-10T16:48:00.000+08:00

went to see doc for my cough n flu this morning.
while waiting for my turn, i read the Her World magazine.
there was this article talking about how guys were so calculative with their girlfriends.
well, i really cant stand such calculative people.
so this article were talking about their real experiences.

in the article there's this female A went out with a doc for meal.
after the meal, the doc took out calculator n calculated what the female A
had eaten + GST + service charge. he told the female $22.88
yesh!! 88CENTS. tell the female, $22.50 will be fine.
the female paid him 23 bucks and keep the change.
dotx!! female A was thinking that he might be a perfect partner in her life
and might be the one suitable to bring home for her parents.
who knows, he is someone who calculate CENTS!!
another case is about a lady B with her boyfriend
this case was even worse
dutch on parking lot ticket. dutch on condoms. dutch on 6 cans of
beer.
dotz!!
imagine, dutch on condoms??
well, i dont mind going on dutch for meals or movie tickets with my partner.
but i cant stand people for being so calculative. counting cents! O gosh!

but on the other side of the article
the males reflected on why guys could be so calculative which i find it quite reasonable.
there this one guy who said
girls expected too much of them especially when they are the rich ones
they expect
expensive and romantic meal
expensive presents
expensive surprises
their levels goes higher each time
well that is true. especially when people are toking about gender equality.
nowadays, female and male has the same buying power.
so why must it be the guys who shoulder all the spendings.
so GIRLS, do not expect all money to come from guys

after finish seeing doc
went praying with my parents.
something my family will at the end of the year.
to thank for the smooth sailing for the year.
n also wish for another smooth sailing year.

2006-12-07T14:57:00.000+08:00

2nd day of school holidays...

think i'm kinda bored of it le.

haha!

someone who cant sit and do nth for the whole day. :)

has been planning my 5B's christmas celebration.

looking forward and very excited to it.

our celebration is on 22nd of dec.

my family celebration will be on 24th of dec.

cool!! great!! excited!! presents!! turkey!! log cake!! food!! candies!! fattening!! spendings!!

i am counting down...

2006-12-04T15:29:00.000+08:00

it is nv easy to plan things that suit everyone.
especially where there are all kinds of personalities and characteristic of people in a group.
i believe that many things are done or planned based on experiences.
i love to take initiatives for certain grpp of pple but also drag to take initiatives for certain group of pple.
well, that's life. i guess.

this is sth that was on mind for the past few days...

不论你胖或瘦

不论你高或矮

不论你美或霉

不论你帅或衰

不论你聪明还是笨

不论你有智慧还是没

天底下总会有

一个属于你的真命天女

一个属于你的真命天子

well, that's life. i guess too.

我的真命天子在哪里？！

after what had happened, i still looked forward to everything ：）

2006-11-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

伤心，失落让我们懂得什么是快乐与幸福
失去让我们懂得怎么去珍惜
生病让我们知道健康的可贵
they are so true, right?

met huixin, xueyin, alvin and weikwan for dinner at sakae
xueyin, was right we met too often le. it had become a habit.
but i don mind. i love meeting them everyweek.
i think without them, my life would be so boring. :)

yesterday was the last session with nicole.
her parents made a sudden decision to go back to philiphines for christmas celebration and also to visit her grandparents.
how i wish i can also go oversea to celebrate christmas.
well nicole, is a girl who is polite, well-mannered and gentle who also has got great parents.
who never fail to say 'thank you', take care' :)
today was also last session with veronica too.
my cheeky girl!!! :)
see u girls next yr.
二零零七年见吧！

2006-11-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

what is ur first impression of me?
my first impression to the class is that they thought I'm from china.
Grace thought that i'm from china because of my name.
Michelle asked did my mum love to read chinese novels?
as for the rest of the class, i have got no idea why they thought i'm from china, though i had asked them why.
what's more my students think i'm from china too.
just because i taught them chinese.
n back in sushi tei auntie kim thought i'm from korea cos of my 'han' at the back.
looks like i have got international identity :)
counting down to HOLIDAYS - 5 more
lessons!
O yesh!! shopping time is here loe. LOL
whenever i'm starting
to love my class
to enjoy my class
starting to develop some good
friendships
semesters will be going to an end.
humaira, veronica will be going
back to their own country after this week.
got to sign off loe, got to study for macro UT tml. :)

2006-11-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

a tiring friday.

my brain juices were squeeze off to do the 4 analysis.

PEST analysis, SWOT analysis, Value Chain analysis and Porter's Five Forces analysis.

First started off to read about DELL's business model and it history den did an analysis on the DELL company with the problem statement's company.

DOTZ!! 17 pages of information to read for DELL company.

okay that's all for today's lesson.

went to meet huixin after lesson. to acc her to see doc.

actually wan to camp outside the clinic at 6.20 de.

but in the end we drag till 6.40 den reach the clinic n many people were queuing there le.

haha!! we spent the 4 hrs watch movie from my com n watching 9pm show at the coffee shop.

watching a korean show now.

i think sometimes guys jus like to give wrong ideas.

like being extremely gentle towards a girl as compared to other girls.

n the girls, their heart will go beating very fast

the guy in this show is really a flirt loe.

haiz... 明天会更好！

再次遇见的感觉并不好

但是遇见后让我明白了很多以前一直无法解不开的谜

算我笨也好，算我傻也好

一切都已经过去了

吴晓涵，加油！向前方的目的地走去！

2006-11-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

the guys in my class were having their NAFA test today and yesterday
they find all means like drinking the red bull to raise their chances in passing the NAFA test.
haha!!
kengwee came in to class this morning, he asked weijie if his leg pain anot. LOL
haha!! then we girls said, it has been years since our last test.

today is the last day of tuition lesson with patrick before he leaves for Philipines tml.
he said : today is my last day in singapore. remember huh, i'll be back in jan 2007.
LOL. he is my 开心果。。。
after teaching him for 5 months plus.
he is a sweet and sensible child.
who would sometime wait for me by his window so as to wave to me
who would always ask : 你有唐果吗？
when he knew that his mum is pregnant, he had become very sensible
for example, he would clear his own things everytime the tuition finishes.
he would wake up on his own from afternoon nap before i reach for tuition.
will see him again in jan 2007.
我们明年见吧！

eversince there's a change in business finance team.
i had become more happier.
everyday's lesson seems to be fun and enriching.
perhaps because the sickening person is not in my team bah.

shall end here. sleeping loe.

2006-11-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

nth much to blog about

but still decides to drop in write sth.

tired tired tired...

this coming saturday is patrick's last lesson with me before he goes on for vacation.

not sure if he will be continuing with me anot.

but anyway, do hope that i could see him again in 2007.

shall log off loe.

2006-11-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

Jingle bell Jingle Bell Jingle all the way...
that was the 2nd christmas song i heard in this month.
last week i heard "Santa Clause is coming to town".

2006 is coming to an end.
Imaging things that had happened
things that changed my entire life
Happy things
Unhappy things
Broken Heart
All of them happened in this year.
This is the most dramatic and emotional year that i ever had.
Really felt that I'm watching my own drama, a drama I acted in.

This is the first time that i felt that things happened this year, especially those unhappy ones were so far away from me.
Unlike in the past, i would always feel that things just happened yesterday.

After PIAing for 4 months plus.
i feel tired at last.
Mentally and physically tired.
Really tired.
Planning to rest from tutoring for the first 2 weeks of Dec.
Really need the rest, to get back my fighting spirit and energy.
LOL

Think it is time to sit down to think about what to do after my graduation.

2006-11-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

it's worst than the feeling in waiting for 'O' n 'N' level results!!!
was with the girls after sch yesterday.
were sitting at 800 plus coffee shop waiting for weikwan n alvin.
then i got this sms
"Hi! Phone score 50 out of 60 in Chinese exam n just like to say thank u for ur help."
OMGGGGGG!!! so surprised and happy! LOL!
I'm so proud of him.
just like what i have Al, he is my potential A student.
keep telling xin that i'm very excited and nervous to know the results of the rest.

couldn't sleep well at all.
reach home at 12plus am. went to slp at 1am.
very very tired but couldn't slp well
woke up very early today. woke up at 7.30 am when i'm suppose to wake up at 8.45am.
haha!! isn't it worse than taking 'N' n 'O' results?
these are the results:
Phone : 50/60
Nicole: 46/60
Le Yee: 39/60
Patrick: 31/60

and i heard that my blangah student got 18! O gosh!
see... haiz. haha!! i have not yet to know the other two.
jus wish that they are able to pass. :)

very tired now. so sleepy. signing off le.
got to think of what to get for them for appraisal.

2006-10-28T20:08:00.000+08:00

din went to sch on fri.
have had a very bad stomache since thurs.
but still went for tuition in the evening.
being sick is xing fu de...
got pampered by my mum :)
she will always be my side when i'm sick.
pampering me with food n medicine.

as usual went for tuition today too.
watched a drama last night.
the vice principal in the show said this " i have been staying for 30 years jus becos of this little result."
so touch.
really its true. :)

不管受到多大的委屈
不管撑了多少东西
不管有多少起伏
不管有多疲惫
一切的一切都是值得的！

看到他们一次比一次的进步。。。
都让我感到很幸尉。
一切都是值得的！

that was wat i truly felt!

had dinner with my parents jus now.
its been a long time since the last dinner with them.
den my sis told my parents that there was a big black insect in the kitchen.
my mum say: "go tackle it urself lah. what will happen if i don return home in time?"
den my dad say: "yah lah, what if next time when u all got married, den there's cockcroach n his good frens? stand on the sofa n stare at it? or call home to look for dadddy n mummy to go over n catch for u?"
LOL!! i jus simply love them!

we might not be very wealthy, n they might not be giving us whatever we want.
but they have given us the most xingfu family.
during secondary, my dad will wake up especially early to send me, my bro n my sis to sch.
he will still wake up even when he doesn't has to work.
he will fetch my mum back from work every evening.
when i have to stay back in sch late, no matter how late, he will come n fetch me if i requested.
as for my mum, she will wake up every morning to prepare breakfast n see us steping out of the flat.
she will be the first who wont be able to sleep when anyone of us is sick.
she will be around the clock to make sure med were ate on time.
she will be cooking this n that or think of ways jus to make us feel better.
u might think that she is scrimping and saving on alot of things.
but all her savings will be used on us whenever we request sth that are exp.
she scrimp n save on herself.

2006-10-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hmmm… here I am!!
It has been quite a long time since my last entry.
Last entry was on my chalet.

A quick update.

After chalet, the following Saturday, went to the vivo city with the 5B.
Main purpose is to visit the SUSHI TEI!!
Woo!! Sushi tei is soooo nice
Sitting in sushi tei, I could see the seaview, which is sooo romantic. Haha!!
Actually planned to watch movie in vivo city but we guessed that there would not be good seats when there is such a huge crowd.
So we scroll around the mall, played with the toys in the toysrus.
Back to tamp to watch movie to watched SILK

On wed, 18th Oct.
it was such a PIA day.
First pia with 2 sessions of tuition in the late morning and early afternoon before piaing off to the sch for HR UT den again after UT
PIA off again to the last session of tuition, all the way till 8pm.
Sweat!! Very tired especially my pair of legs, as if they tearing apart.

21st Oct. Saturday again.
Met 5B again. Yesh!! Again.
This time went to Marina Square to watch movie.
went to watched Death Note.
Ermm… a show which made me almost fall asleep.
I was sitting with huixin, n she suggested to go out while shopping n leave the rest in there to cont to watch the movie but IT WAS TOO LATE le.
Cos it is almost 11pm le.
Where got shops for us to shop! Haha!!
Before going in for movie, I saw a PUMA jacket. I would like to have that.
Do not know if there’s anyone who is kind hearted enough to get that for me?? :)
After the movie, we went for supper.
During the supper, we tok about the queen’s wedding. Haha!!
Huixin asked me if there is a chance to re-run her wedding, would I still do it?
Well, for me, I dont mind doing it again because afterall it gave me a sense of fulfillment. :)
Like I always say, I would always like the sense of fulfillment and satisfaction after jobs that are done.

Following will be today, 24th Oct.
Hari Raya.
Public holiday.
How did I spend my day??
Haha!! BUZZZ!!!from bedok to changi to tanah merah to simei to tamp n back to bedok.
From 10.30 am to 6.30pm
TUITIONS!!!
Haha!!!
I know people will going to be WOW!!!
Need to be so pia meh??
Haha!!
Well, that's me!! :)

2006-10-10T15:41:00.000+08:00

6th oct

our 1st night...

we did contribution to the... PSI

with THEM, i will nv feel lonely n down....

7th Oct

yummy!!

he is the ONE!! taking his own cake! :)

Our Oct Babies...

lalalala....

hmmm... soon, this kind of gathering will be lesser, especially when the guys are going for their NS next yr. the girls will be either busying with their work in the society or busying with studies... but i know our friendship will always be there!!

3 cheers to 5B again!! love the girls forever...

to the girls: without u all, i cant imagine how my life will be now...

to 5B: without u all, i wont be able to discover that, i can be very happy and contented becos of little small things.

i'm very xingfu to have u all by my side... :)

2006-10-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

6th oct...
look forward to chalet!!!!
arh!! very excited!!
at 4.15... 6th presentation was still on! wth!
rush off to patrick's hse for tuition by cab.
den to nicole hse for second session till 9pm.
after finishing tuition with the 3some, i open their door n saw pple were playing with lanterns, introduce lanterns to them n look out of the sky hopefully to show the big, round n bright MOON, but who knows, the sky is so smoky n blurred, n no traces of MOON. ahha!! *kept quiet* haha!!
den went home straight, packed my things as i did evaluation, RJs n quiz. (multi-tasking)
set out at 11.30pm to meet meow n xueyin in cab. :)
here we go......

7th oct...
woke up at 7 plus. but actually din slpt much at all, were fidgeting alot.
went out to chat with xin n xueyin, not long later the alvin, des n weikwan joined us.
tok about xiao qiang's swimming experiment. haha!
den set off with the girls n alvin to breakfast, leaving the guys in there to cont slping
after breakfast i set off to tuition, den the girls set off to groceries shopping. :)
return back to the chalet at 12 plus. n there we go bustling with the preparation.
in the evening, we started our bbq.
here comes the most exciting n nervous part!!
a surprise birthday celebration for wk n yiling.
so nervous but was fun when we sat down to recap about the whole incidence after that.
count that as a successful surprise for weikwan!! succeeded!! ho ho ho!!
slept at 4am... very tired.

8th oct
woke up at 8 am. yesh!!
had breakfast at mac again...
den rushed off to tuition.
at humaira's hse, stoning mode, blurred, sleepy, heavy head.
keep looking at the clock to count down. haha!!
cancelled the second tution session. opps!
cannot make it.
reached home at 1. after bathing.... here i go. dozing off le!! so nice n sweet.

okay.
stopping here loe.
shall uplaod pictures when its ready! i wan to show the birthday boy taking birthday cake pic. haha!!
business finance UT tml n Management Information system UT on tues.
very sleepy...

happy belated birthday to yiling.
happy birthday to weikwan.

2006-10-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

CHALET! CHALET!! CHALET!!!

chalet tml!!
haha!! looking forward to it!!

since the start of sch, i felt that i have been competing with time. have been counting time. counting time as in when i should leave the sch, by what time i must get onto a bus so that i wont be late for all my appointment. haha!!
anywhere, these few days it had been pretty smoky. i have been coughing and having alot of phlegm on my throat, haiz!
okay. stop till here. shall blog again when i'm back from chalet.

2006-09-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

updates...

sch started on thursday.
i'm in a class that have many "rolls of honour"
cant believe that on fri i'm in a team where one of them has a GPA of 4.0 for year 1 and year 2.
my class has got many rolls of honour where their cumulative GPA is 3.7
sweat! ~~~

this is a month with many red bombs!
my dad has got four red bombs including my cousin.
n somemore on one of the saturday, he has got 2 bombs.
one in the afternoon n one at night, one in singapore n one in malaysia.
i can say that everyone in my family at least has got a red bomb! :p
cos we all need to buy clothes n blah blah mah...
sweat!~~~

WOW!!! have been a long time that my house haven been so bustling le.
today's topic is on my cousin's wedding...
very NOISY!!! but it was FUN...
has got a great timeat home today.
my cousin's wedding is on the 3rd of OCT.
looking forward to that day...
there haven't been any wedding in the family for so long...

i discover sth!
i discovered that i'm fated with green!
in spf, our uniform is green - dark green.
in RP, our representative color is green - Lime green.
in sushi tei, the logo is green - dark green too.
now the students i thought, their uniforms are green - light green.
SAW THAT!! They are all green!

the kids hav been toking abt next fri is children's day....
haha!!

chalet on 6th, 7th n 8th. :)
hmmm... counting down!!!

today is my brother's birthday!
Happy birthday! :)

i think people ard me hav been asking me...
don't u feel tired?
do u still have leisure time?
why do u take in so many students?
??????

these are the questions that i have been getting for the past 3 months.
thank u, for all ur concerns.
i'm happy with the things i'm doing now.
i still get enough slp, as in i still can get 6 to 8 hrs of slp per day.
n that is enough.
i still go shopping, KTV, movies, dinners, celebrations, watch TV programs, write blogs, check emails, gatherings n etc.
时间是自己安排的。
knowing how to manage time is a matter. most importantly, i think i have met people who are understanding and also their ability of compromisng with me. they are my frens, the students' parents n also my family members.

i often get : " is it inconvenient for u?", " r u fine with it?", "sorry for the inconvience", "thank u for teaching her"
n etc. those are from the parents. n for every lessons they will always say "thank u", "take care"
so u see, they don take me for granted. :)
n most importantly they are not calculative with me. parents always tried their best in compromising with my time.

whenever their parents know that i haven take my lunch, they will immediately prepare something for me to take.
for example, yesterday when the mother knows that i haven had my lunch, afraid that i'm hungry, she went to fried some chicken piece for me.
i'm not trying show off or what.
i'm trying to say that with such good people ard, i shouldn't be complaining or...

i wan to say is that, i'm not mentally tired but physically tired. opps!
haha!! u will feel like this if u are a normal human beings. :)
but after 6 to 8 hrs sleep, that will be fine. :)

well, seriously i don feel tired at all.
i'm really satisfied with how i am now.
the kids' progress let me have a sense of satisfaction.
seeing them building up their confidence make me feel ... !!
ALL ARE WORTH IT!
'sense of satisfaction' is what i looked for. :)
whenever they say: " yah, i remember u telling me this n this, that n that." i would feel very happy because they remembered what i have thought them.

i really felt lucky that i have got this chance.
i din regret that i took up the challenge.
i did regret that i rejected some students. :(

2006-09-19T12:16:00.000+08:00

It should be a happy and a fine mon.
me n xin had planned to look for miss ong at spf cos we haven been able to find time to go back.
so on sunday planned with xin how should our trip to sch be like.
both of us were so excited and looking forward to mon.

but on mon morning, unexpected news shocked us.
it does not only shock us but also the sch teachers.
no one would expect such things to happen.
no one would expect to gather around under such circumstances.
no one knows the reason.
the memory of u will always be with us.
afterall u are someone who had argued with me on "先有鸡还是先有蛋?"

things jus happen without ur prediction.
it jus happen like this.
things happened unpredictable.

return home at 1 am this morning.
very tired but couldn't get to slp.
i'm so scare that people i love and cherish will leave me suddenly.
i'm really scared. really. i din sleep at all.

2006-09-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

suppose to be a happy day, cos went to celebrate laipeng's birthday.

join them for dinner at a steamboat resturant at bugis.

well... i would still prefer to go to marina for steamboat. =)

but nvm, we still manage to have a fun-time.

there is something i cant tolerate anymore.

when someone voluntarily did something, not because she has nth better to do.

she is just being nice to help out, she is jus being nice to do things on behalf everyone.

i don care what kind of characters u have; be it calculative, self-centered or whatever, jus appreciate what she had done.

i don like people to hav poor attitude in replying things, do bear in mind that she does not owe u anything.

what u people did is only causing her to withdrew in doing things that she had volunteered.

n in return u are losing people ard u one by one

if u doesn't wan to get involved jus say 'no. thank u' or say sth that is polite to reject it.

do not give insulting replies! or not sensible replies!

we are all above 18, minds should be able to work better than the kids.

i can accept jokes but i cant accept rudeness n attitude prob pple.

jus that after reading the msgs, i felt so disappointed in u.

** i'm not going to mention names here. those who read it, think of whether u have been appreciatve to pple ard u. =)

## people continue to volunteer urself to do things, cos there will always be people appreciating e things u have done.

btw! tml is my mummy's birthday. almost forgottten about that!

the kids will be having their chinese oral tml.

2006-09-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

no matter how hard is life, we must live it to the fullest! =)

went to patrick's hse for tuition in the afternoon.

he's always such a cheeky but sweet. =)

he has always been brightening up my day.

he took out two long pencils which are blunt.

so i helped him to sharpened it.

he passed me one of the pencils n say: " this is for u to use" " so u don need to use urs"

so sweet of him!

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人只有在失去东西的时候，才懂得东西的珍贵

这就是人性吧！

我也不例外。。。

失去了，才来开始怪着怪那

往往都不去想到低哪里做错了

甚至有时候会失去理智地做出一些傻事。

天就是爱作弄人，

就在你失去一些东西的时候，你却发现一些让你感激的事

为什么就不能同时拥有全部呢？

或许这就是人生吧！

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during the last week of econs, my fac, karen post this RJ question to us. this is the first time i truely answered this question.

If you could live life again, what would you change about it?

If I could live life again, I would like to change nothing about it. I like the way the things happened in the past and now. No matter how things happened in the past, I would still feel that it is good and glad that I have experienced them, from the happenings I have managed to learn the lessons that people might not have the chance to experience it. I like the family that I’m born in though my family is not rich, they could not give me everything that I wanted but I have learnt how to work towards it and achieve them myself. However, my family loves me and cares for me when I compared it with people around me, I felt that I’m still lucky to have a very good family. I love the friends that I hang out with; they care for me, stand up for me; they were by my side whenever I needed them. Thus I won’t change anything in my life, because I’m afraid the results of the changing might cause me to lose things which I’m contented and grateful with thus I don’t want to lose or change them at all.

that was i truely felt.

i LOVE my daddy n mummy!

i LOVE my brother n sister

i LOVE the girls!

i LOVE 5B!

i LOVE my lovely students!

i LOVE my lunch khakis!

i LOVE RP!

i LOVE springfield!

i LOVE the life i'm having it now!

now! pple who come into my blog n saw this post, tag me with lots of LOVE okay?

good night =) sleep tight.

2006-09-09T12:17:00.000+08:00

'last login : 24 hours'
it made me felt quite terrible.

what's wrong with me???
i don know either.

i couldn't help but think alot.
hav no idea why i have been thinking abt the past.
i know i shouldn't have.
but...

5B are going to plan for another chalet.
this time round i don think there will be smses to keep me awake, to keep me accompanied in the balcony le bah?
anyway, with them i'll nv be left alone. right?
i know there will always hav 2 person by my side. =)

okay. now counting down to the start of new semester.
hope i can be in the same class with some 38 pple. =)
counting down to days that i will be very buzzz.
21st sept shall be the day.

if nth goes wrong.
13, 14 n 15 of oct shall be 2nd chalet of 5B for the year.

i would really like to know how's everything has been for u

not becos i still hav sth for u

but i do wan to care for u as a fren

2006-09-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

02/09/06

a day that i shall nv forget -- trip to e ZOO!!

it started off with a breakfast at 10.30am in the Mac

the off we set off to the zoo at 11.30am

again with my 5B, no matter what the situations are, we will always be laughing out LOUD!

what to do? we will always be able to find things to entertain ourselves.

so the almost 1 hr plus trip became quite a short one. =)

finally we reached the zoo at 1 plus. so this where our phototaking starts. :)

we took quite alot of photos. :)

In the train setting off to ang mo kio

Photos taken in the zoo!

an idea given by weikwan!

yah! he's always the one with silly and lame ideas.

pray n pray, hope n hope that it's not going to rain.

in the end it's still rained. but it rained at 3 plus. so its still okay.

cos we were planning to watch the animal show at 3.30pm

but is cancelled due to the rain.

so we sat on the tram, going stop by stop.

it was quite fun to sit in the tram when it rains.

instead of sitting in the tram round n round.

pple decided to have a meal in KFC.

we end the zoo trip with the last stop at the white tigers.

here we are on the tram.

giffra

white tiger

instead of heading back home, we went to yiling's hse to see the baby.

yup. end the day with the trip to yiling's hse.

watched the dvd that was taken during her wedding.

2006-08-31T22:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY

had a conference call with the girls and MISS ONG jus now!

so fun to have a conference call.

my ears were almost almost with yiling talking so loud.

with her voice so loud, our voice also increased lah!

too bad ah meow couldn't join us in the conference.

I recieved some presents from my students too. =)

a card from humaira.

a present from veronica. she write my name wrongly. but nvm.=)

going to the ZOO this sat!!

finally the day is drawing near. =)

but should it rain on sat, we have got back-up plan le!

so people don worry.

we will still be able to spend our saturday happily!

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there's this question asked by jeff today.

quite dotz n don find it true too.

on top of that don know what is testing for. ``

but still would like to share with frens who din got this msg.

it might be true for some people

simple question for u to test ur heart...

there's an old tree that is dying

suddenly,the rain came and it grow leaves again

then it comes the autumn and the leaves blew the wind away.

there are 5 characters for u to choose, u have to choose one.

1. rain

2.leaves

3.tree

4.wind

5.autumn

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answers

1. wind = you are now with safe person, who will really care and love u

2.tree= u are very loyal to ur partner, if u break up it wont be easy for u to forget

3.rain= u r the 3rd person in a triangle love

4.autumn=u can love 2 person at the same time

5.leaves= u r a playboy/playgirl.

i chose wind.

but where is my safe person？！

do not know what is the objective of this test.

lol!

that's my fren.

觉得好失望。。。

难道十分钟的时间也没有吗？

take care people =） the weather isnt that good recently.
but it is certainly a good weather to sleep in. ;p

2006-08-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

went to edvin's 1st month.

well, as i predicted wasn't that fun.

but in the end the four of us still manage to entertain ourselves out of the house. =)

love to see xueyin's dreaming of her dream guy.

dreaming of her taitai's life.

love to see huixin's thinking of funny things.

tok to shihui on msn jus now...

remembered that i haven been contacting her until i saw meiyan on two thurs n at the same place n almost same time.

qiao rite?

miss the days where we hang out at tampines mall or century sq for lunch after CCA.

then take bus back home with shihui.

chit-chat on the bus. :)

love the days where we go crazy, doing funny things.

miss the days where we took part in NDP, musical productions, concert, rehearsals, performances, practices and etc.

REALLY MISS THEM!!!

hui xin.... 猫咪 =) done le mah??

我喜欢快乐的回忆。

我会选着收快乐的回忆。

我不会选着恨你或讨厌你，

我选着把你当作最熟悉的陌生人。

时间真的可以治一切。

或许没有办法忘记一切所发生的事，

但是时间真的能冲淡一切。

我敢肯定！

2006-08-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

she's e 'beautiful' girl.

she say must tell n show my frens n family that she is beautiful girl.

cannot say she is a cheeky girl.

LOL

well, she is really a cheeky girl. =)

is she beautiful?? =)

forgot to introduce her. she's veronica. =)

i don know why, all these foreign students have got big eyes, long and curl eye lashes. not only the girls are like this, the boys have these features also.

holidays start finally!

我真的很努力的往前走了

或许我还需要多一点时间

好希望我能够做出选择，避开我不想要的结果

2006-08-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

I'm so proud of my marketing team n myself! ! ! =)

my team came up first with a profit of 10 million plus in the marketing simulation game. a pity thing is that the business game was a virtual one, how i wish it was the real one. so that we can have the real $$$.... hehehe!!

next time if i wan to do business... hmmmmmm.... i think i know can look for who le. :)

GIRLS POWER!!!!!!!

i know e nos. r alittle blurred.

that was our Company share.

Company name was given by me; BNE

not tt i wan to announce so LOUDLY.

but jus cant help it. :p

we gt 1st 4 all e 7 quarters except 4 quarter 4 where we dropped 2 2nd.

okay enough of me boasting of my marketing team result.

it was quite a tiring day today, though we were playing the marketing game today.

but we really got to apply what we have learnt in marketing in the past 14 weeks into today's game.

my mind is occupied with lot of things.

but not very sure of what those things were.

occupied with air?

occupied with silly thoughts?

occupied with wishful thoughts?

occupied with troubles?

how i wish i will be able to take them out n investigate properly...

2006-08-11T15:31:00.000+08:00

FYP is finally gone for the time being!!!!

yes! did the presentation yesterday. we presented for about an hr.

for the time being now, i'm freed frm the sickening FYP

BUT there's another one coming in sept.

recently i got into trouble with being busybodiness.

shall not tok abt the trouble.

cos its already been settle down. (*shld be n hope so)~~~~

shld i glad that everyone is keeping slience?

slience = truth

making fun = truth

???

2006-08-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

went to KTV with alvin, desmond, huixin and xueyin after my tuition at pasir ris on fri.

then after KTV went on to meet wesley,jeffrey and weikwan for supper at 201.

i think this group friends of mine will never be bored, we will always be able to find things to entertain ourselves, able to find things to make ourselves laugh until ....

friday's topic was abt wes n his 'secretary'.

i like the wes now.

easy to communicate will not afraid of him getting explode suddenly.

thanks huh.

he actually forgot and doubt tt we were in the same class in primary sch.

but nvm i have got edvidence. :p

i love their accompany. :)

i would never fail to be happy and laugh until no posture with them ard.

no matter how busy i was, i will never feel tire with them ard

hope this will go on till forever. :)

CHEERS 5B!!

lets look forward to the ZzOO in sept.

almost got killed by my blangah student.

she make me wan to vomit blood.

she is the one first one to make me scold student. :(

2006-08-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

i think busy might be a good way to release pple from thinking too much bah...
thought could rest well after FYP but mind is running wild.
really wild...

多么希望你从没再次出现
多么希望当时能够拒绝跟你见面
多么希望当时没有看到那一幕
多么希望。。。多么希望。。。
如果一切重没发生过
多么希望一切能过再一次重来

2006-07-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS!!!

yeah. my queen lady gave birth to a baby boy this morning. went
with huixin n meow to the hospital to visit her n also look at the cute baby. =)
the baby is so cute. i like his chinese name 'zhi jie'. the baby is so cute
especially when he played with his mouth n saliva. so KE AI!!

congratulations to her on the arrival of her healthy baby boy.

hope tt she will feel more xing fu on the arrival of him.

a very beautiful life is here for her.

hope tt she will cherish it.

okay. my FYP members. 3 more days to our freedom. =)

wan to tok abt sth which happen recently which has got a great impact in my way of thinking things...
no matter what the problem is...
there will always be an ending.
n i believe that every ending is a good one.
at least it is a good one that suits e prob.
so what will be e ending to e prob i'm hav been troubled for e past few months.
i believe it will be a good one bah.
=)

okay enough. time to get back to FYP. 3 more days, counting down...

2006-07-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

Joke of the day.

that was the joke of the day which helps to brighten up my day n also wake me up.

Funny?? My fac told us nv to give those ans in the UTs or else she will strangle us. =)

2006-07-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

chat with huixin on msn in sch. she told me tt our queen lady is going to give birth next thurs.

wah!! so fast!! time flies really past.

this time round i really sat down n think of the past 7 months.

think about what had happened.

my really really happy days, my sad and down days, my frustrated and angry days, my don know how to describe days.

the first month of 2006 got news of my queen lady going to get married, want us to be her sisiter and from there we 3 girls go buzzing ard for her wedding, hanging out with her brothers and her husband and also at her house.

followed by the re-appearance of somebody which make my days go crazy, making my daily lives going out of beat but very happy

den come chinese new year where i hang ard with my realtives and also my queen lady's brothers and family

den somebody's leaving for a place and after that many many many things that goes happening den my 5B chalet; during that time should say that those were my most happiest days among all

den followed by moving to new campus @ woodlands

followed by this n that n all the little and big things which make a change in my life

n to now where i took up tuition

n most importantly; next thurs my queen lady is going to give birth!!

time really pass on jus like this, with us feeling bored and hard to endure sometimes.

really felt happy n looking forward to the day though we 3 girls were sort of __________ with her and _____________ with her. xue yin n hui xin agree?? =)

i dont know y...

u keep getting into my mind for the past few days...

2006-07-24T10:44:00.000+08:00

DAMN F*** UP NOW!!

i sacrifice one of my daily grade n one lesson to stay home to do work.
now, wan me to do nth??
WHAT THE .... !!!

how can pple take things so lightly??

promised and agreed to have it done but in the end gave me excuses which i think is not an excuse at all!
pls lah, be clear of what is the situation now, can anot?
don't make vagularities come out of my mouth.
damn pissed off now!
why must it always u be the one to spoil things.

did not mean to hurt anyone.
jus wan to vent out my anger nia. =)

2006-07-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

met 5Bs for supper after FYP with ping @ 85 on fri night.
been a long time that haven been having supper with them @85 le. =)
jus felt so great that i can hav their company. =)

okay. looking forward to the ZOO...
looking forward to day that i can go shopping.
when? after FYP.

btw the dos and donts will be implemented for two months.
yah, u all should know the reason behind the list. =)

right now...

going to do FYP le. again. yesh.

2006-07-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

On thursday got my sis to help me get the book written by lingzhi and zheng rong.
hmmm.... the book is quite meaningful.
this is one of the topic written by them.

时间

我还需要一点点时间
虽然表面上
我好像已经将你遗忘

想起曾拥有过的
我的嘴角还是会泛起微笑

面对已经失去的
我的灵魂还是会四处游荡

我不需要安抚
只需要多一点点时间

让心腾出一个角落
好让我将对你的卷恋埋葬

on wed listened to the 音乐日记 by lingzhi...
什么是幸福？
我算幸福吗？
要怎样才能得到幸福？

我想说的是我觉得我已经很幸福了。
我有一个很关心我的家人，爱我，爱护，疼爱我的家人
在乎我的朋友们，关心我，疼爱我的我的朋友们
有一份一直以来很想要做的工作
每一天都过得很充实
很满意现在所过得生活
所以我是幸福的。：）

but now i'm really really really very very tired.
got to wake up in 6 hrs time or perhaps 5 hrs time.
hope no more night mares anymore.
ZzZZzzZZzzzZZzz....

good morning pple. :)

out of a sudden, would really like to know how hav u been...

2006-07-18T13:50:00.001+08:00

七月十八日
Happy Birthday Patrick!!

it's Patrick's birthday today. this is the conversations that i had with him last sat.

Patrick: I will be celebrating my birthday in singapore
Me: Oh Okay.
Patrick: Can i invite u?
Patrick: Mum, can i invite teacher?
Patrick's mum: what do u wan to cook?
Patrick: I dont know how to cook.
Patrick's mum: what do you wan to treat people?

=) so sweet, cute and nice of him. rite pple?? he's one of my favourite students. =)

have accounting module today.
its the first time have got simple problem statement for problem statement.
things were almost done by 10.30am.
haiz...
slack all the way till 2.00pm.

is a lucky day for michelle.
misplace her phone.
thought that she wont be able to get back becos her phone was off.
but who knows, it was picked up by the canteen auntie and was pass it to her manager
whose office has got no reception that's why we cant get through the phone when trying to call.
the whole class said must go n buy lottery. :) someone suggested to get 20cent from everyone.
if win go for a big feast. =)

2006-07-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

七月十八日
Happy Birthday Patrick!!

=) so sweet, cute and nice of him. rite pple?? he's one of my favourite students. =)

have accounting module today.
its the first time have got simple problem statement for problem statement.
things were almost done by 10.30am.
haiz...
slack all the way till 2.00pm.

2006-07-17T09:06:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY

suppose to give 3 tuitions and attend jeffrey's birthday bbq.

BUT...

felt breathless and uncomfortable in the morning when i woke up.

so cancelled all the tuitions and told jeff that not going to his bbq le.

to stay at home to rest.

listen to my ma ma. =)

she has been wanting me to rest at home for the past few days.

but din listen to her.

haiz...

it was a long wait at the clinic.

while waiting for my turn smsed all the parents to inform them about cancelling the tuition.

and also smsed alvin, xin and jeff about not joining them to bbq.

supposed to be resting well at home

BUT...

was disturbed by my sis.

kept opening the bedroom door, in n out of the room.

dotz!!

i was woken up by her for almost every 15 mins.

my mum say i looked very.... don know how to describe.

all i could say is that the med make me feel soo weak and sick.

now in sch le. very weak and breathless and also very sick...